It changed me already. It's been two days.

Ok, First of all and I'm dead serious - Don't talk with me about what I said to my Godmother. Do fucking not. I hate it and that is why I haven't told anyone. Not only it puts me in a bad mood, it also brings up the fucking fer and all I wanna do to that person who brought it up is punch him.
Now, on the brighter note.
I actually spent around 40 minutes trying to get an appointment to check that thing out. Seriously, getting in touch with dmu surgery is absolutely impossible. They need to really step up their receptions game. But anyway, I did get a booking and I'm going to be checked properly. Maybe I was worried for nothing.

But yeah, today was my second day of training at my new job! I've learnt so much my head hurts (or maybe it's just the fact that I haven't eaten anything since 9 am). And I actually know now what I'm gonna do. You know those people who stands in the middle of a shopping centre, working with charities, asking for money? That is going to be me. Guys, you have no idea how much I've learned about charities through the past two days. Please, if you are able, donate to them, every penny counts. But I am not talking about this, if you wanna know more, just go to the people who represents the charities.
But yeah, what I need to do for tomorrow is to learn my speech that I was given. I mean, everyone knows how complicated my English is and honestly, I think I need a lot to learn by tomorrow. That's why I intend to keep my blog short and get back to my notes. I really really want to succeed in this. I felt really good knowing what kind of job I will be doing. I'm so happy I'm there.

So, yeah, Love you guys, talk to you later x

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guardian', thank you so much for it. To be honest, these two days showed me how much every penny counts. For us it might be nothing, but to someone it might be everything.