Hi guys ;3
So, yeah, I know it's kind of late to actually post anything usual today (because I blog at night when something is really happening) but today was just not the mood to write anything. Until now, while I was browsing youtube watching BuzzFeed videos. Love those guys, seriously.
Anyway, You are probably wondering what's with the first sentence. Well, yeah, I woke up, I got a tasty breakfast, I stayed in bed watching 'Community' until like 2, then I got to the shower, then ended up searching for a job for three hours, then again, got something to eat, talked with my family, continued watching 'Community', got bored of it, cooked my dinner, started watching BuzzFeed videos up until now. My pedometer in my phone says I've made around 341 steps today. Knowing that I haven't left my bed basically all day, I'm quite proud. Oh, and you know what else I did today? I hand washed my undies,because I realised that I have like 3 dirty clothes in my laundry bag and bunch of perfectly fine undies that needs to be freshened. If that's how someone would explain it. But yeah, I hand washed it with soap for clothes so it should be fine (they are drying atm). Anyway, if anyone tomorrow will ask what I've been up to on Sunday, I will have to try and remember, because this day is just crossed out of my life. Literally, nothing major happened and it pisses me off. I wanna do something, I wanna go out and do stuff!Yeah, I sent a lot of CV's to various places and I really hope to get a call soon, but I mean, I want it to happen asap. I need a job, or I'll go mad aaaand I won't be able to pay my rent or survive. Because you know what? First question my aunt asked when I called, was if I needed more money. It was so freaking hella awkward I wanted to hang up and just hide under my blankets for the rest of my life. I hate asking money, ok? My family is not that rich and my rent is really high. I need to be able to afford myself. I can't even imagine what will happen next year, when I'll be paying even more.
But let's not talk about money. What I wanted to say is that I miss being around people. I miss interacting with strangers, I miss that pressure I get when it's busy and I have to run around. I miss all of it. I loved working even if sometimes I would rant about it. By the end of the day it felt good to know that I made someone smiling by doing something good for them. I loved being appreciated because of what I did. So, yeah, I definitely need a job where I could be around people.
And now I just feel tired. I did nothing active today (it's my rest day for challenges) and still, I feel tired. I should probably go to the shower, get into my pyjamas (though I realised how fun it is to sleep (almost) naked) and watch another episode of 'Community' or some more BuzzFeed videos. By the way, in my opinion, last two seasons of 'Community' that I've watched [I'm currently on season 6, episode 2] were pretty... I don't know. not bad, but not as good as the first or the second one. I kind of watch it just because it's easy to follow, episodes are short and I can multitask while watching it. And because I hate having unfinished series on my list [shame on me because that list is really long].
So, yeah, I'm saying good night and sweet dreams, I hope your day was better than mines x
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