Mostly because I just came up with it while reading my pre-previous post. When I said that I miss my boys less and less. LIE. LIE lie lie lie lie. It's not that I'm desperate to see them, but I almost forgot what it's like to hang out with them. And if my memory still works, I know it used to be fun. But hey, I have fun everytime I'm with someone, so it's probably not their achievement. Or maybe.
Well, as I have mentioned a few times, I'm better with guys, because all you need is a few jokes about feminism or sex and you're good. And I know it might not be the best topic for International Women day, but I love those jokes. I understand them and they put smile on my face, so sorry if I don't get insulted if I get told to go to the kitchen. Everyone who tried tasting what I make in the kitchen knows not to send me there again. Unless I bake pies (cakes). I can make those, nbd. But the point is, I can laugh from it instead of being rude. Unless I'm pms'ing, don't try to insult me while I'm on my pms.
Anyway, I dyed my hair finally. Yesterday, to be exact. It's dark coffee colour and I love it. To be honest, I was staring at myself in the mirror and I realised that I look just like my Mum now. Well, except few features that are totally from my Dad. But yeah, mostly, I look like my Mum now. Especially with that hair colour. Love it, gonna keep it.
By the way, my cousin (the one who's planning to go to Australia) visited today. Well, not visited, they were travelling to the airport and had an hour in Leicester, so I rushed to meet him. I haven't seen him in two years, probably. Maybe two and a half? We were trying to remember when was the last time and it was probably at my Mum's funeral. God I have no idea what I would have done then without him. He was always the one who put a smile on my face and encouraged me to be positive. I really look up to him, honestly. I mean we might not be the closest relatives ever but whenever we talk, I feel much better. And maybe a small part of me really hates the idea of him going this far. I don't get to see him so often and when he'll leave for Australia, I won't see him at all. To be absolutely honest with you, he's the only relative from my Dad's side that I still talk to. When my Mum was around we were close with my aunt as well (this cousin's mother) but after that, we just... went silent. There is still an uncle that visited on the yearly bases, but we were never very close. Though he looks just like my Dad. And he has 9 kids, so you can imagine how easy it is or him. Anyway, yeah, so this cousin is all I still have from my Dad's side. There are a few other cousins as well, but we don't talk much. I tried to, but I don't think we could really be friends.
But I didn't want to talk about my huge family tree. I didn't want to talk at all, but I'm procrastinating and this is a good way to pass my time. Or however you guys are saying it. I should try to memorise the presentation for tomorrow, but I just can't. I will definitely struggle tomorrow, but that's future me problem. Sorry in advance haha
But really, guys, I need to start taking my studies more seriously. I realised I stopped trying so much and it's really bothering me.
ok, I've ran out of ideas here as well. I might just go watch more 'Community' and drink my tea. God I love tea.
Love you guys x
Thanks, 's-e-h-n-s-u-ch-t' for this gif. now I'm sad ;/
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