What did I use to post here anyway?

Days off are the best, honestly!

I wake up whenever I want, I do whatever I want and I can rest as much as I like. It's awesome. I even started knitting (ok, lets skip the fact that I did that to calm myself down). I've decided I'm gonna knit a 'scarf' which I will stuff into pillow case to have an extra pillow on my bed. So far I have 5 decorative ones, two proper sleeping ones and one pillow case that is empty (it says "I need more sleep'' so I'm keeping it on the bed in case someone forgets I love sleep). I love pillows, I could have them all over my place.OH MY GOSH I FORGOT to count Brad in. Haven't cuddled with him in ages now :( but yeah, he's there as well, making sure that if I don't sleep calmly, I wouldnt bang my head to the wall.
I had chocolate and coffee for breakfast. Like a proper adult, amirite? I'm so out of ideas of what to cook for myself that doesnt involve meat which I always forget to buy. Pasta and eggs were my food for probably past five months so I don't even want to look at them anymore. I want pancakes, but honestly, so lazy to actually make it. Don't want to go to the store and spend more money since I'm only getting paid on Friday, so gonna have to survive somehow until then.

You know, my new view from the window is a car park. And while I'm writing this, I see people parking their cars and I'm so jealous they can drive here. I miss driving so mch. I did drive in Lithuania for a bit and it was amazing. I just wish I could do it more often. Cars are so fun.  Can't wait to get back to Lithuania and buy a car and just drive around all the freaking time. Aghhh, I need to save some money for it. Freaking expensive rent that I'll have to pay here :(
Anyway, I've decided to start being more adult now. Be responsible, save my money and do stuff adults do, like, reading books for their own pleasure, knitting, cleaning my room and just having my life together. Kinda feel like going on some online dating page, but that thing called love is not my priority at the moment. I have that 'please dont talk to me' moment now and every guy that messages me is going to get ignored (for which I am really sorry, it's just me as a person).

Anywayyy, today is pampering day, so I'm gonna go and make myself look pretty :3

talk to you later xx

gif from 'sober-in-seattle' ;) honestly, I'd love it if someone took care of me :(