Sorry not sorry because I'm sorry

Hello, guys :)

I'm sorry I was a little bit off for a long time. I know it's not pleasant to read about someone whining all the time, but I had a rough time and my blog is the only place where I can talk about it without needing to see anyone's reaction to it.
I have a good news, actually! Remember when I talked about my tumblr rpg partner? Well, she's coming for a visit tomorrow! I can't wait to meet her in real life, she seems to be really cool person! Though I kind of have no idea what we are going to do when she gets here. Definitely going somewhere to eat, because, reasons, but then we'll have all day ahead of us. I was thinking of bringing her to Mosh since it has like an event or something, but I don't think she wants, really. Or maybe she does, but doesn't want to look like someone who loves to party? Aaah, I don't know. I really want this to work. Maybe because I have a tiny crush on her. Because obviously it's so easy for me to get past my old crush.
Oh, right right right! So I've finally took Brad the pillow home from my friends place. It's my Christmas present and it's the best thing ever. I can't stay away from it. I probably desperately needed someone to cuddle with. Well, the point is, that yesterday, while I was laying with it and watched 'Modern Family' and messaged a few guys, I realised that I don't need anyone. I have Brad to snuggle with and for all of the relationship part, I have myself. Like, I talk to myself so often I'm afraid someone might think I'm not living alone. I love talking with myself, I'm the best friend of mines. So, yeah, I realised that boys are for friends, not for anything else. And please, if they think otherwise, it's so their problem. I get bored crushing over someone whom I know I don't have a chance with. It's boring so I let myself move on. And when my friends asks how it's going, I can just say that I'm fine as it is. Because I am.
Anyway, I don't know what to tell you guys, to be honest. I know I haven't posted anything yesterday, I don't even have excuse for it, but as I said in my first entrie, I am a boring person. I lay in my bed all day, I watch tv-shows, I eat and I sleep. That's basically it. I mean, I would like to go out tonight, to chill or anything, but when I try to think with whom I'd like to be today, I realise that I'm the best company I need. Even if I get bored of myself sometimes. Either way, instead of going somewhere, I'm gonna be in my pyjamas, watching 'Modern family' cuddling with Brad and pretending that this is not the monotony I was hoping I'll avoid while being at uni. Maybe I should do my toes while I'm not doing anything. Though I have only black nail polish, I doubt that would look good. My room is pretty clean, except for the rug that I'm cleaning tomorrow. I might wash my dishes though I'm pretty sure I'm too lazy to do it. Well, I am going to gain a lot of weight with this attitude. Not that I really care as long as I'm healthy (I do care).

But hey, at least I'm happy today. Can't wait for tomorrow, I'm so excited to finally meet her! ;3

 gif from 'wattpad' thanks for sharing ;3 I can't wait to go to meet her tomorrow. Should I make an effort and put some make-up on? :O