I know I haven't posted anything in a long time now, but honestly, I have nothing to tell. The monotony of my life just sucked me in. Work-Home-Sleep-Repeat. That's it. Going out? Lol. I went to guys a few days ago, got in a fight with one of them and ended up being called names. And after that, I haven't heard from any of the guys. My guess is I just lost more than half of my friends because one idiot doesn't know how to drink.
Seriously, while he's not drunk, everything is fine, he's really cool guy, but as soon as he gets even a bit drunk - he's the most annoying person in the world. And you guys know that it is hard to annoy me to the level where I'm really mad. Obviously, you know the topics I'd hate to talk about - dogs, whom I'm absolutely afraid of, my crush(es) and my body. God forbid someone will tell me I don't look good. No, I mean I do know I should lose some weight (working on it) but saying that I look dreadful is not a cool compliment for someone who is as complexed about everything, as me.
The worst part was, I kind of this someone might told him something about me. I mean, I noticed that while we were watching movies, his hand would appear on my tight or he'd look me in the eyes as if he'd want something. Do I really look like a whore if I hang out with them? Yeah, probably. But either way, isn't it up to me who I want to sleep with? I mean, I thought about it a lot. If I had to chose which one should be my first one, I wouldn't even doubt about my answer. I mean, all of my friends are dear to me, but I heard a lot of stories and that kind of grosses me out about them and their sex life. But let's not talk about that. Either way I'm pretty sure I won't be seeing them in a while. Plus it's summer, so everyone is going to move away. I'm going to get mad here, all alone (pretty sure girls are going away as well).
But despite this, I have a huge, freaking abnormal problem with money. Not that I couldn't make anything (kind of hard to do it as well, because people of Leicester are not really charitable). It's just we got a notice from our house next year that we must pay for summer months even if we're not allowed to live there. That comes up as 680 pounds. Until the 1st of July. On top of that, I still have to pay this rent, on which I'm short 230 pounds. And then I'll have to pay for July another 360. You see what kind of money I'm talking about? Yeah? And I have around 3 weeks to get it. I have no idea how because the job I have is literally killing me. I can't make more than 4 or 5 sales, which means that the best I make for myself in week is 100 pounds. Now this doesn't sound cool, right? Right. I have a bit of savings, but then again, they'll barely pay for my rent this month. I told about this to my leader and she was furious that I have to pay for summer time, so she'll help me give them a call and see why the fuck I have to pay that. I mean, yeah, the company we got house from knows about student maintenance so they think it's not a problem to get that money, but then again, I don't get anything and to save up this money is a problem. I should definitely look around and see if I can claim any benefits or I'm broke.
Anyway, sorry for bothering you about this. I just have no idea what else I could talk about, since there is nothing else in my life I'm excited about.
Love you guys x
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