Wednesday, 4 May 2016

Pie and Cookies!

Hey guys!

I've finished 3 from my 4 assignments. The last one is due to next week, I can't wait to finish it. Then I could have some rest or at least concentrate on work. Sounds like I will have a lot of fun, right?
I don't know if I want to continue with the job I have. I mean, it's amazing and all, but I appreciate getting paid for my hours. I don't like standing in the rain and cold all day and know that I get nothing for it. I don't like making people sign up for something. I don't like it. I don't want to do this. It's a great opportunity, I know, but we all know that influencing people is not for me.
As a person who's going to work in a few hours I sure sound enthusiastic, don't I? But that's probably because I had a dream about my Mum and it wasn't the best one. I can't be bothered to talk about it, but the point is, we got into a fight and I can't remember the last time I shouted at someone so much. I wish I could run and say sorry. I don't know what happened. I've never had this kind of dream before. Maybe She's angry with me for something?
Either way, I need to cheer up. I baked a pie and cookies yesterday! I asked my friends if they wanted some, but they didn't reply, so I just assumed I can have everything for myself. Why not, right? Getting all fat before the summer, that's just like me. Everyone around me works out and carefully choses their calories and then there is me - doing nothing, eating everything. It's not like I will be able to go outside in a swimsuit anyway. And there is no danger anyone would see me naked anythime soon, so I'm good. Oh, have I told you that I've started sleeping naked? It's so comfortable! Well, I still have my underwear on, because I can't sleep without them, but yeah, I don't use pyjamas anymore. It's actually really amazing. It's not hot, it's not cold, it's just freaking perfect. I just need to make sure that my curtains are properly closed and that's it. I feel so free.
You should see our flat right now. There are cartons everywhere, our furniture in the kitchen don't have their places, they moved the fridges and now it's just one big mess. I haven't seen anything done in like 3 days now and I have no idea when will they clean it. Because I surely won't. I don't have time or patience to do any of it. You should see how our top of the drawers looks like. Thank God I don't do a lot of cooking at home, it would be discusting.

Anyway, gotta go, love you xx

 I really really love that quote. Seriously, it suits me. My life is one big mess but that doesn't mean I don't look good. I know I do.
P.s. thank you, '' for sharing this gif ;)

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