I'm being serious. I haven't seen them in weeks, any time I try to meet up, they have 'something planned' or don't want to. I expressed my surprise for one test being ran for 4 hours and she attacked me with sarcasm which was not really nice.
I might be sounding like a whiny bitch right now, but seriously, I'd rather spend my next year with someone I truly spend time with. I know you automatically thought about guys right now, but omg, I'd be needing so many locks in my room. It might be fun, but am I really up to it? Either way, we're not talking about it now. What I'm trying to say is that I don't hang out with those girls anymore. I don't know what happened but if they dont want to, I cant be bothered either. Right?
I should talk about this with my auntie, to see what she thinks. Though I can hear her saying just to live here next year. Lol, nope. I paid the deposit and I want to get that back. If I want to live somewhere else or with someone else, I need to find someone in my place then. And I don't know many people who'd be willing to live with them. Well, maybe they do, I wouldnt know. We were really good friends at the beginning of the year, I'm not saying we weren't, but all of our #squad just disappeared. Boys went one way, girls the other and then there is me, the foreigner. Thank God for my boys, I'd be absolutely alone without them. I should really find more friends to hang out with. The only problem I'm kind of bitchy to the people I don't know. I have my colleagues, but they are co-workers, I cant hang out with them at the mall or anything. We do have crew nights but that's not really my style.
Either way, if you have any idea what I should do about this situation, comment, ok? I'd really appreciate an advice here.
love you x
Instead of posting on here, actually talk to them to discuss how you are feeling.
ReplyDeleteAt the end of the day it's just a house and you may get closer to them again by living with them. Or at the moment they may be dealing with their own problems and that's why they're unavailable.
Maybe I would talk with them, but then again, writing this in messenger would be childish, right?
DeleteI mean, I do understand when people have their own problems, but as I said, it's been weeks when I tried to go out with them...
My advice would be to talk to them about it, who knows maybe you guys can figure something out between you?
ReplyDeleteAnd even if you can't it's only for a year right, so just go for it it's probably too late now to back out of the contract anyways.
Yeah, I thought about that. It's just for a year and I can always spend most of my time somewhere else, if I wanted to. It's just annoying that we were such a good friends before and now it seems like they're done with me.
DeleteHi, different anon here. Friends don't go to strangers for no reason. Maybe you did something? Have you even tried talking to them about why they're so distant?
DeleteHi, that was actually the first thing I thought, like, maybe I did something, but then again, why would they bother to message back? Or write in the group chat from time to time? ;/
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