Back again.
Yeah, Hi, I know it's too soon for me to update my blog, but hey, it's mine, right?
Anyway, nothing particularly interesting happened since I had a day off yesterday. I devoted it for Pixtar/Disney and watched all three Toy Story movies. And then two short ones. I still can't understand why they'd make those movies so emotional. Like, c'mon, it's supposed to be for the kids. And I was tearing up nearly every few minutes. Ok, yeah, these movies actually thought kids that it's really important to treat your toys well and everything, but now I just feel guilty I haven't been such a good kid for my toys. I was never too attached to them, as far as I can remember. Yeah, I loved them, I played with them but it was different. Aaaaaaaaah, look at me, talking about my toys. I miss my toys I want them back :( I don't have even one toy here (unless you count Brad as a toy). So, yeah... Sad :(
Also, yesterday I was talking with my family (finally). One of our family friend is coming to England in a few weeks so my auntie thought it would be a good idea to send me few more clothes that I wanted. I finally got to have a say in what she should pack for me and what she should throw away or donate. Now I really look forward to my clothes!! I'm gonna be cuuuuuuute <3
But that's not why I mentioned it. After finishing with clothing, my brother came back from outside and we started talking and he and my sis started asking when am I coming back and obviously it made me sad and I jokingly said they should be the ones coming over to mines. To be honest, me and my Auntie thought that brother could come over to mines some time. Obviously, none of us have the money for it now, but maybe next year. And my brother heard it and he was like 'how much money do you need then?' and he said he's gonna start saving to come over. I nearly started crying because as a Godmother of his I should be the one who spoils him with going abroad. I mean, roughly, it would cost around 160 pounds to get him here and back to Lithuania. Ah, if I had a better paying job... Like, yeah, maybe it would be better for me to come back for a bit, to see EVERYONE, but then again, my brother would get to see another country and just feel what it's like to be so far away from home. I secretly hope I'll save up money for Christmas and buy him tickets to my place for Christmas holidays. It would be so awesome, wouldn't it? I thought maybe I should talk with his GodFather, both of his parents and it would come up a little bit cheaper if we'd share the cost of his journey. Seriously, even if we talked of it as a joke, I really want him to come over even for a few weeks. Can you imagine? Me, taking care of an 7 year old. My auntie joked that we'd starve to death, but hey, frozen pizzas are not that expensive and I'm sure he wouldn't mind. And I can cook pasta pretty well. And then toast the bread. And boil eggs. I mean, we'd survive, right? Gaaawd, I'm so excited for this. Why can't I win million pounds and make my family happy :(
Anyway, I have work tonight! I'm so excited to go there ;3 both of my aunties couldn't believe I'm actually happy to be working in a club. (OH MY GOD MY BROTHER IS LITERALLY MINI ME BECAUSE AS SOON AS HE FOUND OUT I'M WORKING IN A CLUB HE ASKED IF IT WAS A STRIP CLUB. He's so cute, I was literally crying while laughing). We have a saying in Lithuania (I'm bad with translating those, sorry) which says something like 'Going to work as going to the party' (a.k.a. Į darbą kaip į šventę) and they both used it while talking about my job. Like, seriously, guys, it's awesome. I get to listen to music, I get to learn how to pour drinks (I was always fascinated by the people who could do that) and I get paid for it as well. I mean, I'm just enjoying my life, you know?
I do think it's important to do everything as long as it makes you happy. I saw a meme about it as well. I can't find it now, but it said something like 'My family hates me now because I quit a well-paying job for the one I like, but Honestly, I think it's better to do what you like rather than getting paid well. Life is about happiness, afterall' or something like that. Well, I cant quote that, but you get the idea, right? Obviously, I want to earn decent money, but if it would kill me inside to do something, I couldn't make myself. I hate being miserable, I had enough of it. You probably noticed that being happy is one of my many priorities.
Oh, my Godfather has facebook and just added me. I haven't talked with him in years, probably. I think the last time I saw him was nearly three years ago, on the day I got a call about my Mum. Don't want to think about it, but... oh, that's quite strange.
Anyway, I'm gonna go now. I need to shower and go outside to try out my Pokemon Go (yes, I downloaded it, if I die, I die happy)
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