Aarrghhhh! *dinosaur noise*

Days like this annoy the fuck out of me.

Seriously.

I went for a nap with wet hair, so you can imagine how it was when I woke up. But fuck that, right? I can always straighten them. Ok, so I woke up, I've realised I have to start putting my make up on. I was so lazy to do the eyeliner, I've decided to play with eyeshadows. DI-SAS-TER. I looked like a clown who was in an accident. I wiped everything off, I took the eyeliner and started drawing. It wasn't nowhere near even after half an hour. I wiped everything off. I was so annoyed with myself. Plus, youtube decided to play annoying music. I wanted something to get me in the mood, you feel me? Yeah? And no, they've played '00 songs that made me want to cry. But yeah. I did my make up. I don't really love it, but it will be fine. Then I've decided I still don't know what to wear. I tried three, maybe four different outfits, but none of them satisfied me. Like, literally, something was not right and I was just getting more and more pissed off. Finally, I chose an outfit and then I've remembered I didn't do anything with my hair. So I turn the straightener on, I sit in front of the mirror, I start doing stuff and by the end I wanted to shave my head. As I mentioned, I slept with wet hair so it means all the front side did whatever they wanted to and didn't listen to me at all. Deep breath. On top of all of this, I still dont have light in my room, so obviously I cant see shit. I should probably mention that I've started packing so there is everything everywhere. Not safe to walk here. I hit my knee in my nightstand more times than I can count.
Anyway. I went to the bathroom, to see myself in the big mirror and ugh. Ok, yeah, maybe no one will notice what I notice, but I see so many flaws today. Not just today, I've seen all of my flaws for the past few days. That's what period does to me - I hate every bit of myself and I'm so not in the mood I want to kill somebody.
Deep breath.

Ok. I'm gonna be fine. Hair looks pretty much fine, make up looks pretty much fine, clothes... mh, could be better, but I can't be bothered with it. I really hope there will be no assholes trying to annoy me. Smile, Judita, smile. Tips tips tips, right? It's pretty hard when nothing goes right.

I hope you guys are having better day than me, though. I need something to eat. God, seriously, nothing goes my way today, I don't have time for anything decent.

Coffee ;3

talk to you later, sweeties x

love you so much xx

like, literally. It's easier to draw something than to make those wings even. Gif is from 'lostcocuk' thank you ;3