Guess who is in a Christmas mood! I went out for present shopping and now all is left - candies for my fam! I spend a fortune but I'm so happy! I even got myself a tiny little Christmas tree! And some lights, that are shaped as an angels so it's really really cute! And I put that on my windowsill so it looks absolutely amazing! Love it sooo much I'll probably end up not closing my curtains at all so I could see it 24/7. Really, it is absolutely adorable!
Yes, yes, I do try to be excited about everything I possibly can. I mean, I'm kind of afraid of getting into this mood since it will be a really lonely Christmas. Like, all of my friends are getting back just after New Years and are leaving this week, so that's a shame. Then, I won't be able to go to my relatives here, because, work, and lastly, my co-workers are meanies. Well, not all of them (I can think of like three people who are not mean and I talk just with one of them), but most of them. Just yesterday I was told that one of them hopes I'll spend my life alone and single. He smiled afterwards, but you do realise that for someone so emotional it sounds like a curse? And trust me, I do believe in curses. As well as karma, so someone will be screwed for throwing these wishes to me. Anyway, I don't want to spend my holidays with them. I can't wait to leave that place asap. Anyone has any available job for me in Leicester? I'm up for mostly anything.
Anyway, my Christmas tree is absolutely amazing, everyone should see it. Actually, I posted the pic on facebook and instagram, but it was blurred, so I barely got likes. Oh well, as long as it is really nice to my eyes.
By the way, I'm at my friends place, wrapped in her blanket, on her bed, with my laptop with me. Literally everything I ever need to live. And she said we will bake pizza later. Perfect. And since she is really really good friend of mines, I can tell her a lot of stuff about personal life. Even the one I'm not willing to share with you (sorry). Actually, I would be, but I kind of know who reads it and I'm not quite ready to tell them everything. Anyway, the thing is, while she is out of the room, I started chatting with someone and we ended up discussing my relationship with one of our friends. It got pretty awkward really really soon. I think it's non of his business but it's fun to tease people sometimes. Especially when it's like the only fun thing I can do at these sad times. Anyway, don't be sad for me, because I will have a lot of time to think about everything and everyone. Not that I don't do that all the time, but you know. Like, really really think. And, c'mon, we will talk with my friends everyday, right? RIGHT?!!
ok, no worries, love you babes x
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