Sorry, hey ;3
So, yeah, if I ever ever like eeeever want to do meal called "kugelis" again, STOP ME! I grated my fingers, it took me an hour to grate the potatoes (yes, you grate potatoes) and now I might be late for work because o how long it takes to bake it. My muscles hurts from all the grating too. Gawd, I feel like a teenage boy after finding out what porn is. Sorry, someone is a bit horny, ignore my dumb comments. Anyway, I really really hope it will be tasty, or else I'm gonna cry my shit out on it so I'd feel less terrible for making something in the kitchen. Anyway, yeah, that's the main thing that happened today. Well, I went to tesco as well, because, you know, I had to finish my Christmas shopping, that included 3 boxes of candies. I'm thinking of going back to teco express after work if it's still open to buy some oreos or anything that's cheap. Or I should go to lidl tomorrow so I'd get sweets even cheaper. Yeah, I'm so good at picking presents for my family. As long as they will know how much I love them, right? Ugh, who measures love with materialistic presents (*cough*me*cough*)? I want them to know that I love them really really much without them wanting anything from me. Well, of course, making them happy with something I can buy is really cool too and fingers crossed they will share it with each other.
Anyway, I have nothing else to tell you, guys. Really, my life is really numb right now. Wake up, eat, watch New girl, take a shower, discuss something with myself out loud, go to work, get back, sleep, repeat. Literally, I feel like time passes so quickly and I want it to be more interesting. I want to do something regularly that would be good for myself. Because now, all I do is getting fat with all the food I eat (fucking periods, making me crave stuff). I should start kickboxing or boxing. I'd get fit in no time and I'd get stronger and everything would be better, right?
oH, riiiight, I finally made myself play with ps3! It was so much fun you guys! Can't wait to do it more often, if anyone will let me. I hope I won't get addicted to that, or else I'll have a huge problem. I need physical activities, not the ones that would make me even more me than I am right now. I should see how much I weight right now. Although I bet it would make me want to cry. And what you do when you cry? YOU EAT CHOCOLATE! Like, seriously, guys, I have way too many sweets in my possession and all I wanna do is eat them. ASAP. Gawd, I need help. Who the hell thought that me, managing my own money, is a good idea? It's terrible idea!
anyway, see you guys later, have a good day x
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