I'm not sure how long this post gets as I woke up like 15 mins ago, but since I have little time and an urge to write, I'm here! And I've already had really strange experience today. I went to the kitchen where one of my flatmates was just sitting there, being on her phone. I mean, yeah, kitchen is where we should hang out and stuff, but half seven in the morning means that no one spends quality time alone in shared areas. Like, seriously, it was quite creepy, cuz I could feel her peeking at me while I was doing my coffee and making toast. And when I was near finishing everything and just leaving, she started to make something. Who knows how long she was sitting there before. I mean, c'mon, I did liked her at the beginning (except the dirty dishes bit) but something is really strange. I think she doesn't like me anymore and I'm pretty sure I know why. But hey, why am I the only one to blame? Other flats have fucking parties all the time and I can't even have friends in my room? Like, seriously. She scolded me for walking to the kitchen too much. Wait, what? So I can't even go there in a middle of the night if I'm thirsty or if I'm hungry? Ugh, I was so pissed of when she came to me next day and was like "Could you please don't do it again what you did yesterday?" with this "I'm here longer than you" face. I know she lives here for two years now, but hey, it doesn't mean she can boss around. Yeah, rules of the flat are that I can't have friends after 11, but I'm pretty sure no one cares about it. And it's not like my friends were in the shared area too. I was the one walking to the kitchen and the room. So, yeah, I don't feel so guilty about all of this.
Anyway, this morning was pretty strange. Her Hi was more like "kill yourself" Hi, but we all know how I deal with haters, right? C'mon, I'm fucking fabulous! Lol, jk, but seriously, if you don't like me, at least be polite. That's like the right thing to do. Although, she might be jealous of my friends? Because as long as I'm here, she is the only person that I haven't seen with other people around. Every other flatmate had her friends over, so... yeah, ok, sorry, I was gossipping all morning with you about her now and that is not polite thing to do. But As this is my journal, I feel like I can express my feelings. And that's how I freaking have to start my freaking morning. Thanks...
Either way, I do love you guys and talking with you made my morning way better! Have a nice day and don't let anyone ruin it for you x
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