So I've been keeping an eye on my cousin (damn, I don't even know if he is my cousin or smth else) today. It was quite... not what I expected. He is so cute and quiet. Like, how can a kiddo be so silent? Well, the bad side was that he didn't eat with me at all. Well, he did eat a few candies and sweets but not a normal food. I'm so bad at being a nanny, how can anyone trust their kid to me? I mean, I can explain why I am so bad. I don't like kids and I am not the motherly type. I can smile to them, I can say "hi" in a cute voice but if I have to spend time with them... nah, not for me. That applies even to my cutest little sister ever. I love her so much much much, but then again, if I had to Nanny her anytime, I would try to ask someone to come over and help. That's me, I can't be around kids. I hate feeling responsible for them and don't even get me started on making sure they'll eat. I hope I won't be a bad mother, if I ever become one. I think I will, at some point, but in ten years? More? Well, at least I hope I'll change my view on them until I get pregnant. Lol, talking about kids when I'm still a virgin. Well, I guess I can talk.
Anyways, my few days here was nothing but lazy things. I spent them in bed, doing my assignment, being ill and doing other stuff. I mean eating and watching tv-shows or animes. Yeah, I finally got to finish Death note. Actually, I hoped it will end in a better way. But hey, I couldn't think of any other ending, so no judging. Oh, I can't concentrate on writing. I think it's the fever that makes me think of various stuff. What was I talking about... oh, yeah, my rpg is going well again. I guess I needed to make myself.... well, I was in a need to miss my character. Anyway, I love bonkai I ship them and I hope they will be a thing in the future. Yes, I ignore the gifs of Bonnie and Enzo on tumblr, because they are disgusting to watch and I don't watch tvd anymore, because they are awful.
I should pause here, I can't really think anymore. Love you guys x
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