I was out after I've written that entree. I went to my friends house and we had a really really lovely time! I totally forgot about all of my problems and it was so good just to hang out with someone. I miss this so much, really. I did lost game of Monopoly really quickly, but it doesn't matter, does it? I had a great time. I'm so happy I left my flat for once. Even if I did invited myself at my friends house. Sorry, if that disturbed her, but I really really needed it.
Anyway, I think I haven't told you that I finally got a nail polish and painted my nails. Black. Oh, I love it so much. It's so far from perfect but it's still quite lovely. I was thinking of putting glitter all over it but since it's a really nice colour (to match my black soul) I've decided that I'm gonna leave it like that. Maybe later I'll add something up.
Oh, yeah, and my aunt called today. I was really confused because she was scolding me for not calling. Well, to be honest, I was told their laptop is broken so I didn't bother to check if they are online or not. Apparently, they've fixed it the same day. Oh well. I couldn't really talk with them at that moment, because I was at my friends, but I've promised I'll call them tomorrow. Like, I do miss them so much even if it was like 6 days the last time I saw them, but... I don't know. I don't want to talk. I don't want to see them. I'll have to tell them all of my problems and it will make them upset. I don't want that. I know I need to ask them to send me my money that I've left back at Lith for a darker day, but I'll feel so bad doing so! They are not living an easy life, so obviously, if they'd need it, they could use it. It's not a small amount either. It would cover like month an a half for my rent, so if there would be like a major problem, they could take them. And now I'll have to ask them to give it to me. Ugh, I so don't want to do it. But do I have other choice? I didn't find a job up until now (for a six days) and I am so afraid I will not get that for even longer. I have no idea what to do. There was this one guy that told me about one place, but honestly, it sounded a little bit creepy (especially from him). It was lithuanian shop, I think, but that's like another thing why I don't want to go there. I hate random lithuanian people. I know where they are from and it makes me really... uncomfortable. And I don't want to talk lithuanian here. I need to practise my English as much as possible and that is obviously not what I'll be doing in lithuanian shop, right?
Anyway, I feel like I have nothing else to say, so I'm just gonna relax and watch a few episodes of 'Sex and the City'. It's quite good. I had a strange feeling about starting it, but it is really good so far. Though the clothes they wear really amuses me :D
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