'The girl with the gun in her hands'

 As many of you know, I love writing. And as I am inspired, I thought it's time I start a project in English. I don't promise a masterpiece, but I want to share it with someone, so I would get an opinion. I love when someone comments my work, so, here you go. If you like it and you think I should continue with this piece, please comment. Enjoy ;)


Chapter 1

'shoot,'I heard a voice whispering into my ear.
He put his arms around my waist and slided his palms into a hug. He hugged me from the back, as if he wanted me to know, that he feels my fear. Oh, boy, I was shaking. The gun in my hand wasn't steady at all. I know Kayl ordered me not to move it, he told me that if I miss my target, I'll become one.
'I... I can't,'I hear myself whispering back.
'DO IT!' now he shouts into my ear.
I startle and at the same moment room fills up with the sound of a gun shooting. Second later I hear myself screaming. Kayl pushes me away from him and I fall down on the cold, wet ground. The point is, I don't even want to get up. I lay there sobbing and shaking, knowing, that I'm next.
'Damn it, girl. You missed,' He laughs, as he walks towards the target,'He was right in front of you and you missed. We need to work on your aim more.'
'Please, let me go. I don't want this. Please,' as I haven't pissed him off sufficiently, I murmur.
After echo of my voice stopped ringing it the room, there was a silence. Even the water stopped dripping as it was scared to see what happened next. This deadly silence ringed in my ears for a good minute and I was scared even to breath more, than I needed.
'Where would you go?' He whispers. 
He knows that even this soft voice of his makes me tremble. Oh boy, I was shivering. I don't remember the last time Kayl made me shiver that much. I push myself from the ground barely knowing what's happening around me. I rise my head so I could see his face and I try, oh boy, I try not to cry.
'Can we go home? Please. I want to go home.'
Kayls face changed. If he was angry before, now he was furious. For a second. After that, he started to laugh.
'Please don't do this!'
I scream, but it's too late. The sound of the shooting gun fills this room again and someones else blood exudes on my face. After that, Kayl comes towards me, lowers himself so his face would be on the same level as mine and takes my chin into his palm.
'Now we can go home, dear.'
He whispers in his seducing voice. I can feel my heart going faster and faster every second as he stares deeply into my eyes. After a minute or so, he leans towards me and grants me with the kiss. My not so shaking hands hugs him tightly and all of me leans towards him. Of course I reply to his kiss. I don't have a choice. I love Kayls kisses. I'm addicted.

I can't tell how I got back to my room. My all white, huge room. I think I passed out after I saw my reflection in the puddle. I was all covered in blood. Even now, remembering this, I shiver. I hate blood. I hate everything about that day. I hate everything.
The knock on the door makes me jump out of bed. I put a robe on my clean, naked body and as I was starting to walk towards the door, they opens.
'Oh, you are awake,'the smile on Kayls face makes me smile back.
'I slept really good. Thank you.'
The pride on his face suits him. Everything suited that son of a bitch. Deeply green eyes of his runned down my covered body and his lower lip went down.
'I was hoping to see you naked,' Kayl says, as if he is about to cry.
'I have nothing underneath it. Did you took my clothes off when we got back?'
'I literally had to carry you from there to here. Of course I took your clothes off.'he rolled his eyes, making me feel really uncomfortably.
'I'm grateful that you care for me,'I hear my voice saying even if I don't feel that way at all. I could strangle him right now.
Kayl steps closer, raising his hands for a hug. I come near him and let his hands wrap around me. It's a good feeling, I won't lie. I know he cares for me really much, even if he shows that in a really strange way.
'Come now. I want to show you something,'he giggles, taking my fingers into his palms.
'Can I eat first?'I ask, pretty sure knowing I would probably vomit everything after the view he wants me to see.
'Naaah. you need to see it first.'
I don't argue, since I know what could happen if I do. I follow Kayl to the basement, where he keeps most of his toys and stop just when he stops. He releases my hand so he could unlock the door and from the smile on his face I can tell what will be behind those doors.
'If there is another target, I'm not sure I want to go in,'I tell him quite confidently. I always felt safe at home, even though Kayl told me not to.
'Oh, honey, it's wayyyy better.'he chuckles and pushes the handle towards. I can smell the blood in that room and it makes me pale.
'C'mon now. Go in.'
His excited faced scared me, but as you can tell by now, it's better not to make him angry. That's why I walk through the door and gasp from the view.
'It's beautiful, isn't it?' I hear a whisper in my ear.