I can't manage my time. At all! That's why there wasn't anything posted. After I woke up, I did a bit of rpg'ing, I ate, had shower and then with my flatmate we went shopping. I also needed to go to the bank where, guess what! I was told, that I cannot open a current account because I don't have permanent adress in UK! What's wrong with your system, guys... So, basically, I will need to keep my money in my room. Even though I don't really have any :((( Anyways, we found local market, so guess where will I go to buy christmas presents for everyone! If I can afford any....
As a Student, I should manage my money properly too, but guess what? I have no idea how. Yes, I have a job, I will get help from my country, but it's still not good enough. I cannot not buy stuff I like. That's why I don't go anywhere without my flatmate. She is the adult in our small group. Thank God I have her! Anyways, my budget will be even more smaller since work will cut my working hours. Bitches. Sorry. But I need at least £90 p/w to live, because £75 p/w will go to my rent. So after I did some calculations (I'm bad with maths, actually), I won't get that much from my work. I have to options - first one, find a new job. Even though I really love working where I am now. Second option - don't eat or buy anything. Which is impossible because of my addiction to buy things. Food is debatable, to be honest, because at least I wouldn't get fat :3 But just for the notice, if you know anyone who needs a worker like me, please let me know! I would gladly think about it.
This night was terrible. I woke up like 9 times and all of them was because I was dreaming about my work. Someone shouted, that I need to get stuff done, so I got up from my bed and started to think how to get to work quickly. I mean, c'mon, I understand two, three times per night. I think about my work too much, but 9? Really? I almost started to get ready, when I realised, that I already got home from work and it's my day off. It really starts to scare me. Do you know anything, that could help? Maybe I should ask my flatmates to lock me in my room so I wouldn't leave... But on the other hand, I could think about jumping out of the window. You know, it's not much, since it's the first floor (second, c'mon, what's wrong with your floor numeration, UK people!!!), I would totaly concider going out through it. Probably my legs would break. Well, at least I wouldn't get to my work in the middle of the night. Weirdo, I am.
Anyways, take care, I'll try to post more boring or not really stuff, ok? Although I would really like to get some comments;/
Get some hot and nice bath before going to sleep, honey. It will help you to stop stressing out that much about your job ;)
ReplyDeleteI'll try, thanks ;)
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