I love making myself beautiful. I mean, I kind of know I am beautiful (8, someone says), but my confidence in real world doesn't really count. Ok, sorry, wrong word. I have no confidence in real world. Laptop, phone - those are fine, I can joke around about anything, but if I meet someone in person, I'm like super shy and silent girl. I guess there are 3 things why I'm like that. First one would be because I'm not really sure if I choose right words to express myself. Second one, I'm not sure if others understand my twisted humour. The third one, I kind of can't talk freely with people I don't trust. I mean, after I lost my best of bests friend, I became really closed. If you know what I mean. I can't let anyone near me that easely. I would love to, I'm trying to, but deep inside I know I can't. I'm afraid I will get hurt again and I don't think I would be able to bear with it.
Happy thoughts!
#Squad and me are going out tonight! I kind of know what I want to wear but I'm not sure where exactly are we going. I don't want to be a black sheep. Although I will be black. Damn those dark clothes, I have a thing for them. I shouldn't say that out loud. Well, I have a thing for many stuff. Like English accent. Any English accent is awesome and I love everyone who talks in English. Am I strange for loving a language? Other thing would be books. Oh boy I do love books. I just don't really have time to read them now. I guess my laptop and games takes all of my free time. Wait, I was talkink about clothes, wasn't I? God, I need to concentrate. So, yeah, dark clothes it is. Fingers crossed I won't freeze to death this night. I'm like really sensitive for cold. Should I take my winters hoodie with me? That would so ruin the image. What should I do with my hair? Make-up? Oh my God, I don't have anything except for mascara and eye-liner. Wow, so rich with my make up. Let's get back with my hair. Ponytail? Naah, to common. Loose hair? Common. Braid? I can't really do braids. I need to dye my hair. I wonder how much would that cost. I bet a fortune, since I need two packs of dyes for my not-so-short hair. I love how they grow back so quickly. What it was? Year now when I cut them shortly? Yeah, something like that. It was for my aunties wedding. I dyed them gingerly for the same reason. It's strange how I didn't get bored of that colour yet. I love being ginger, even if I can't really keep the bright colour for long. I need my conditioner which I left back in March....
Happy thoughts!
I kind of ran out of ideas about today, but if I think of something, I'll surely update my blog!
See ya 'round, babes x
oooh, look at me doing x stuff. Im becoming English person now ;3
Love your "Happy thoughts!" thing for sure, at least moral at 8 am was worth it, lol~
ReplyDeleteAnd c'mon, being ginger is almost as fun as being blonde *wink wink*
anyway, that x thing is pretty weird, isn't it? I needed 3 months and stubborn guy who didn't like emoticons to get used to it and here you are after a month, so proud of you!!
Keep it up, babe! x
It's always worth it if it's the only thing that lets you sleep after...
DeleteI know, hun, I love my ginger hair, but blue maybe...?
that x thing is freaking weird! Although I like it. U don't need to put :* everytime. Easier.
luv ya x