And this night in the dream I was pregnant, but then I got miscarriage. Now, as a person who sometimes believes in dreams, I obviously had to google a meaning of these stupid dreams.
Apparently, being pregnant in a dream means that I'll be shamed or attacked by my close people (like family or friends talking behind my back). And then miscarriage means I'll get rid of someone or something.
It got into my head, to be fair. I obviously am going to meet up with guys today and I was thinking about today alot, but honestly, I haven't seen them for so long I forgot what it's like to be with them. And maybe my sub-conscious is trying to alert me? Or am I overthinking this too much? Or am I going to do something that I'm going to regret for a long time? I'm so confused.
Apart from that, I'm in a really good mood. I dance and sing basically all day today. I even put make up on, because I felt like it. I feel hot today and I have no idea why. Maybe because some guy tried to pick me up at work yesterday. Hilarious. I know, I'll never find a soulmate if I keep making fun of people who tries to chat me up, but honestly, it's so funny. But let's not talk about them, or I might insult someone.
By the way, remember this guy I tried going to Republic with?(gosh I hope I talked about this on my blog)
just got a text from boys to move our meeting from 7 to 9. I feel trouble right here.
anyway. this guy. Right. I've felt so bad about this situation for the past weeks and I messaged him with an apology that I was so mean and everything and I got a reply hours after, where he was like 'yeah, I'm partying right now, so not a good time to talk' and after that, nothing. I don't mean this in a rude way, but that was a few days ago. I'm not waiting for any reply, to be fair. I just wanted to clear my head from it and get over it. I like to finish my year with everything bad out of the way. It's just a bit annoying that he didn't say 'cool, no worries, talk to you later'. But who cares, right?
And now, I'm gonna tell you why I'm the worst niece ever. I have two aunties and two uncles back in Lithuania. I talk with both of my aunties and one of my uncle, because the other one is kind of... you know. That one in the family who usually drinks (although I heard he tries not to). But yeah, I don't talk to him much. And I was sorting out my Christmas presents to send and I've realised I haven't thought about him at all. I got presents to my aunties, still figuring out what to get to one of my uncles, got present for my grandparents (oh, it's hilarious), but haven't thought of getting him anything. And I'm feeling so guilty right now. I mean, I could say 'share the present with grandparents' because it's a present everyone can use, but like, I got every other sibling of my Mum's a present. Seems a bit unfair. Any suggestions what to get to my uncles? One is 42 and the other one is 30. Help, please?
I should clean my room, probably. Talk to you later, sweetie pies xx
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