me.
I don't know why I chose this title, I was just singing Spongebob's opening and decided, that I want it on my blog.
God, I like talking today, don't I? It's my third entrie tonight (well, technically it's after 12 already, but I still haven't slept, so.... yeah, I still count it as 17th of March).
Anyway, I actually showed guys my blog. I mean, it's not a secret or anything, but when they've started reading it in front of me, I felt quite strange. I talk about them a lot, don't I? And sometimes I write really personal stuff. Maybe that's why I didn't want them to read it while we all were together (well, not all of us, but still). I know that guys are totally different when they are not around others, so I'd feel much more comfortable if they'd read it without any rude or sarcastic comments. It's a journal, you know? A diary. And if everyone can read it, it doesn't mean that everyone should tell that to my face. But yeah, not that I wouldn't laugh about everything as well. I write about my crushes, whom they are friends with and I don't really fancy commenting about it.
Though I had a great evening. I can't remember the last time I giggled so much (well, probably the last time I hang out with them). But seriously, they make me feel happy. I don't quite feel that while being with my girls.
ok, pause.
As I mentioned before, I write everything I think at the moment I write. And I actually stopped for a second because I didn't know what else I could say. I mean, I obviously should say that both of my friend groups have different cons and pros, but I think it's quite obvious whom I'd rather chose, if needed. God that sounds awful, I'm an awful person.
But honestly, scolding guys on that night when I met them was the best damn thing I've done while being here. I'm so glad I did it (well, not the scolding, the talking).
I should totally stop writing right now. I promised guys I'd mention them in my post and talk about a great evening we had and look where that went.
see ya, have a good night and sweet dreams x
'micdotcom' thank you for sharing this gif ;3
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