They can call me whatever they feel like it.

So, I was talking with my Auntie/guardian today. We haven't talked in four days so I was really looking forward to tell her all about my boring Sunday ;3

But then

she heard me wrong the first time. I mean, I told her that being with my girls was not quite as fun as I thought it will be and she heard it like it was really cool night. And she started ranting about how I shouldn't be hanging out with guys all the time, maybe I shouldn't hang out with them at all because... wait for it... THERE WILL BE NASTY RUMOURS ABOUT ME.
First of all, I couldn't care less of what other people think about me.
Second of all, what's the worst someone can say?(though I doubt that I'm interesting enough to be talked about). They can say I'm a slut? A whore? A bitch? Why? Because I hang out with 3-5 guys at the same time? Let me tell you this, if someone wants to call me this way just because I hang out with coolest people ever, I'm totally fine with it.
Third of all, if she meant that guys could start spreading false rumours about me, that's shame on them, not me. Tell someone I slept with you and I'm gonna tell the world you bark while having sex. Do you think I care if everyone know that I'm a virgin or not? God damn no. I know that back in Lithuania there was a situation where people talked that I sleep around with everyone. Like, someone actually went to my aunt one day and asked is it true that Judita is doing it with everyone. I mean, she wasn't happy, but I had a good laugh when she told me. What if I do sleep around? Does it hurt anyone else if I do?

So, yeah, when she told me, that she doesn't like me hanging out with guys, I was shocked. I always thought she's like, the cool aunt or smth, because of how she was when she was my age (don't misunderstand, she's like 28 right now, so there is just 9 years gap between us). Either way, it wasn't really nice of her. I corrected her after she ranted all of it and I saw how confused she got. I mean, I told her that she misheard me and that hanging out with girs wasn't as fun as it is hanging out with guys (even if I haven't heard from them in a while). Then she said that I shouldn't decide about my girl friends just from one night and changed the topic.
But honestly, that made me think that even my Aunt thinks about me this way. And her opinion means a lot to me. I know my Mum would laugh and say that it's totally my decision and She'd love my guys as well. They are not bad people.

Anyway, I'm not deciding between my friend. I love all of my friends equally.

see you x

 gif from 'loveviral' , thanks for sharing it ;)