I'm not even sure why I've opened this again. Guess I saw like nine people who read my last post and I was surprised someone still refresh my blog from time to time.
Ah, I know.
I haven't told you guys about a threat I received. I mean I'm sure you guys knew it from my facebook update and snapchat, but let me give you a little bit of a backstory, ok?
Months ago this weird old dude, who is my bosses friend, tried asking me out. Like, got my fb and everything, started messaging me, anyway, really awkward. So I unfriended him. But like everytime he's in our club, he waits for me to be free to ask for a drink. Even when other bartenders goes to him asking if he needs anything, he points to me saying get her or smth. Awkward? Creepy? A little bit. I mean, I'm used to unwanted attention (I'm sorry that this sounds really bitchy and narcissistic) so I didn't mind. Anyway, my boss usually gives out free drinks to his friends, but we were told to only give it for free whenever they tell us to do so. So whenever I give someone a drink, I look at my boss to get his approval and if he's not here, I ask them to pay. Seems fair, right? I mean, you come to the club to dance and drink, so prepare to pay, right? I even asked specifically about this old dude and I got an answer 'everyone pays'. So last... Saturday, was it? I went to work upstairs, he waved at me and asked for JD&coke. My boss was nowhere to be seen around, so I made him a drink and asked for money. You know what happened? He started shouting at me why am I charging him, he said he always gets free drinks from my boss and stuff like that. Honestly, I do not appreciate being shouted at for doing my job. I messaged my boss, he told me to ignore him. I wouldn't have had an issue with it, I mean, he was drunk, but nah, that's not the end of it. We finished work, I was being driven home by one of the bouncers (Ah, bless him, always giving me a lift) when my facebook messanger popped up. It was the creepy old dude saying I should be careful :) I asked him if he's threatening me and he said fuck off. Later on, he started telling me how much he respects me and how I don't respect him and being rude towards him, so I replied to it saying it's my job to charge people for drinks and I'd never pay for someone else's drink out of my pocket. Have in mind, I already have sent screenshot of the threat to my boss saying this is not funny at all. I mean, I have heard about this guy that he is quite dangerous and it's not just funny dangerous. Like, he does stuff for money. So yeah. After like an hour or so I got a message in, probably Polish, from his account. I copied it and pasted into google translate making it to detect the language automatically and basically, the message said that it was from his brother's wife or smth and that he really likes me and would like to take me out in London or smth like that. Obviously, I did not reply and I did not hear anything since.
This kinda made me remember that stalking problem I had with this lithuanian guy. God, I was so scared. Like, literally, I had a panic attack at work, which does not happen to me. Not in a public place. I'm good at hiding my fear, you know? And with this creeper, it's just.. I don't know. I wouldn't say I'm scared, but I am definitely alerted.
But hey! That's what I get for being a pretty girl, right? Yes, I am pretty. With all my insecurities secured inside me, with all my imperfections, I consider myself pretty. I love myself. It took me long enough to do it and if someone doesn't like how confident I became about myself, then.... sorry not sorry, I guess. I won't love myself less for someone who doesn't know how hard I worked for it. Anyway. What I wanted to say in this paragraph is this - it's not fair picking on me because I'm pretty. It's not fair picking on anyone, ok? I hate this so much. That's probably why I really want to start boxing classes so I could kick those assholes butts if they tried to do anything.
Ok, that's it. I have ranted enough for today, time to bet some me time and drink some tea and maybe nap. Yes, I wanted to go to the gym today, but I'm just so lazy to move much.
Hope you're having a great day x
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