I mean, you might understand why, right? It's been a weekend, so that means I was asleep by day and working at night. And to be fair, I had nothing to tell you.
It's been a ween when I moved in on my own. Yes, the good news - I'm still alive. The bad news? I'm going mad. Since all of my friends are all around the world, I have no one to go out with. Or not even go out, to stay in. I mean, you guys know me, I'm pretty careful with whom I hang out with, so making new friends is quite a task. Boys are not in Leicester, girls are not in Leicester, I don't really know how to ask my colleagues to become my friends yet, so... yeah.
To be fair, I do want to go out. Haven't been out in ages and dancing at home is just not the same. Working at the club is fun, but it would be awesome to be on the other side of the bar for once. Obviously, that requires money and stuff, but I can be sober, it doesn't bother me. Obviously, find a club that works on weekdays is not an easy task. Well, ok, it is. Mosh is open on Tuesdays.
Ok, ok, so I took a break to go through my facebook friend list and I found this lithuanian girl that I was chatting with for a while and I've asked her if she wants to go out and she said she's cool with it, she's bringing more friends, so I'm secured ^-^ Ah, now I'm excited for tomorrow! What do I wear...
Anyway, yeah, getting back to my house. It's lonely. Obviously, I hear my neighbours all the time, but that's not like I can talk to them or something. I've spent all day in our living room listening to music and just chilling on the sofa, it was relaxing but I miss action! I actually miss the days when I was so busy I would run from one place to another with no time to spare. So yeah, I'm going out tomorrow. Finally. Gonna be interesting to get back in the middle of the night instead of early morning.
Oh, I made myself a meal today. I spent 15 quit at the shop but I bought meat and I actually cooked some. And it was delicious. I'm so proud of myself, I should do this more often. And it wasn't even hard, I just couldn't really make myself do it, because, c'mon, it's so sad to make a meal for only one person. I was thinking today, while making my food, that I wish I had a boyfriend just so I could make food for him. And maybe so he'd hang out with me at my house. Either way, I can't wait until everyone is back. I know boys are always up for free food, so whenever I'd cook, they'd come over. And then girls are going to be around and we'll obviously gonna cook for each other. I feel like this year is going to be awesome. I just have that feeling. And I can't wait for it to start. Nearly two months. Two months and I'm going to be with my friends again. You have no idea how I miss all of them <3
And I'm gonna stop on this note. I love you guys x
oh, p.s. guess who messaged one of her crushes? ^-^
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