Anyway, how's your day going? Because mine is fine ^-^
So, it's Wednesday now and I still haven't got a call from any places that I've applied for a job. That's fine, I can wait for a little bit. Like, very little bit.
At least I'm into Gossip girl and Disney movies now. Literally, I watched Lilo & Stitch, both movies, then I watched a few episodes of Gossip girl, replied to one of my rpg's (sorry, Tumblr is just too much effort), shaved my legs....ok, I haven't done anything really smart, but at least I got rid of my leg hair. They were bothering me. I really wanna go out now, to show everyone my shaved legs, but I have no one to go wiiiith!
I just remembered that I asked one of my guys when is he in town, so apparently, they might come back for next weekend. I bet they're gonna be in shock when I'll tell them I'm not drinking anymore.
Did I tell you guys? I've decided to quit drinking. It doesn't lead to anywhere good. Like, I become reckless and stupid and I don't like that. I mean, yeah, obviously, that's the point, but then again, last Friday night I did a stupid thing and I'm still regretting it. I'm still a virgin, don't worry, it was just a snapchat. Anyway, yeah, I don't feel great about it and it kind of grossed me out. I should not be acting that way at all. So I'm not drinking anymore. That's it. Tea is my bff from now on. Plus, I won't need to spend my money in club, if I ever get back there.
About my financial state (the boring part, if you don't want to read about it, just skip this paragraph) - I am sooooooooooooooooooo broke. Literally, if I won't buy anything for another month, I still have to somehow get 350 pounds for my other rent. Have no idea where to get that since I'm not working. I talked with one of my aunts about it, she said she might ask her boyfriend to help out, but I hate to ask them. I know it's nothing to him, but to be fair, they told me not to come here, in uk, in the first place. So admitting that I'm not able to live here on my own is a bit hard. Even though I do admit it. I still have a week and a half, don't I?
I've met my ex-colleagues yesterday. They looked glad to see me and we talked for a bit (cuz it was raining soooooooo heavily) and then I went home. I saw them and I was so glad I'm not working there anymore. Like, they were standing outside until it was an absolute piss. And two of them didn't even make a sale that day, so... what's the point? At least now I can catch up with my tv-shows and movies and sleep. Seriously, my sleep is everything now! I go to bed whenever I want to (I mean sleep, I'm in my bed all day) I wake up whenever I want to... perfect. I even downloaded Tinder again! Stupid, I know. I mean, I want to start dating, or meeting new people, but as for now, I don't know how. Any ideas how to meet new friends? Comment, please and thank you ;3
anyway, my pizza should be done by now, talk to you later my dears xx
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