Thursday, 18 February 2016

Guess who's nineteen?

Hi guys!

Happy Birthday to me! Well, it was yesterday, but I would never miss an opportunity to congrats myself. I love my birthday even if I cry on it each year. Oh well, I'm a strange person, what can I say. I actually put on makeup for this occasion. It looked nice until I took a nap and, you know, fucked everything up. As usual.

ok, but let's start by saying that 16th of February was quite nice. Do you guys know it was national Independence <insert a word> day in Lithuania? It's a big deal, honestly, I just don't know how to translate that properly and I'm too lazy to google it cuz I had like 5 hours of sleep. So anyway, as I was saying, that day went quite nicely. I went to my workshops, I had something to eat and then in the evening my boysgang came over. They actually did this 'cake' that they left over for 'my birthday' but honestly, I'm not eating that alone. They'll have to drag their asses here again. But yeah, afterwards we decided to go to their place. I barely remember what time I got home, but I know I had a good time. I always have a good time with my boysgang.
And then, yeah, I woke up at like half seven so I could make some effort to look pretty on this day. The only day in the year when I actually care how I look like. I was actually proud of my makeup skills. At least in the morning, you know. Now, don't get me wrong, but I caught a lot of people staring at me. I am sure I looked fantastic so my anxiety didn't made me feel bad about myself. So yeah, I went to my nine am, then we've had a lecture about our elan modules and then I got home to grab a nap. Well, that meant my make up was a little bit ruined. But at this point I had made a cute selfie so it didn't really matter anymore, right? But I fixed it as much as possible, got back into my pink dress and went to my boysgang house to pick my friends up so we could go to the Lithuanian restaurant. To be honest, I was freezing with my choice of clothes, but I felt so pretty it was so worth it! Obviously, until the evening, but about that later. So, we went to the restaurant, we ate (I got a rose from the restaurant!) and went back to their place. Now, I should mention that it was raining all the way and it's like 20 minutes walk. I had an umbrella but it didn't save my shoes. They were soaked in water, I literally could feel it inside my shoes. SO yeah, when we got back I had to leave them to dry and take my tights off. Now I should mention that my dress was really really short. But the good news was, I had shorts underneath it! I always put them on so my tight wouldn't slide down. But I still felt really really uncomfortable by revealing my 2days-not-shaved legs to my boysgang. Like, no. And I don't like my legs, so there is that. I got a pair of socks from one of them (omg it was so good to have something dry on my feet) and I took my blanket/coat to put around me so my legs wouldn't show off as much. It was pretty good until we started playing truth-or-dare. Now, I should mention that I am the only girl in this group and even if I felt even more comfortable being around guys than girls, dares were pretty damn daring. Let me point a few I can really really remember - I belly danced for them until my blanket-coat fall off from my hips, I got a hickey on my neck (though it looks really cute cuz it's so small), I gave and received a back rub, there was striptease from the guys, one had to take of others sweater using just his teeth (aah, my favourite); I made out with one of them and I got a romantic song sang to me while his face was like 10 cm away from mine (and oh, afterwards he had to lick my cheek so poor guy cuz I had foundation on). So, yeah, our dares were pretty daring. Though it was pretty easy with truth, I mean, there is nothing I couldn't tell them. I even talk about my periods or porn, so I doubt there would be something I wouldn't say. But yeah, I had a great birthday. I laughed so much my cheeks hurt! Though I always laugh around them, so it's not a big deal. Oh, and they got me a bottle of whiskey! I thought I never tried that before but after a sip I realised I had it before. I just can't remember where. And yeah, now I feel like a bit strange having that and a bottle of vodka in my room. I can't remember the last time I had so much alcohol with me. I mean, it's not bad, but still.

But hey, after all, I had a great time! To be honest, I spend more time with my boysgang than my #squad. God, honestly, I can't remember when I was out with them. I do spend time with the girls from #squad but that's because we're going to live together next year and they are the only girls I know. Honestly, it's easier to be friends with guys. I guess I'm a tomboy after all. As long as I have a good time, do I care? Naah. Anyway, see ya later, I haven't done my homework yet :|

love you guys so much x

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