Hello anyway!
So, starting with the good news! I finally sent that letter that could get me a little more money from my country every month. I hope I'll get that pretty soon, or else I'm kind of screwed. You know, as always. Gawd, I do like to moan about my bad stuff. Can someone please tell me to stop? Ugh, I should be enjoying my life! Like, I did something crazy yesterday, but my friend made me promise that I won't post anything specific about it until one date, so I'm waiting a few more days for showing you guys what I did. Ugh, how do I have that much patience... Anyway, I am so happy I did it! It was my dream all along. Of course I' be cursed by my Godmother and probably half of my family, but you know, it's my life and I do what I find the best for myself.
That reminded my about the comment anonymous made on "I do" post. Honestly, I think about it alot. Yes, I do like to think about anything negative that was threw at me. I mean, I'm really pleased that someone wants to watch over me, it is really really sweet. I like when people take care of me. I mean, who doesn't? But the point I'm trying to make here is not that. I was really really confused about that part where I drink too much, according to that comment. Am I? Well, yeah, I know it does sound that I drink alot when I write about it nearly in every update of mine, but it's really just the sound that is bad. I mean, back in Lithuania when we drink, yes, we drink shots and plain vodka or tequila and that is what I would be scared of myself, if I did that here. No, sweeties, to correct myself, we make mixes here. A little bit of vodka and a lot of cranberry juices. Or any mixes that bar sells. Well, yeah, I buy double vodka with cranberry juice, but it's just for the idea to save some money. And since I hate spending my precious money on buzz, I buy two, mosty three drinks per night, so by the end of it, I start to feel absolutely sober. Don't worry about my drinking habits. If you know me well, you should also know, that I know when to say stop to this. Those, who were close to me back in Lith, should know that I had quite a good example of what happens when you had too much. I hate talking about that part of my past, so don't ask me to tell that here. Or anytime. Don't ask me about that, just remember, that I do know what happens. I can take care of myself and I have my dear Parents with me so they would watch over. Don't worry, I'm fine. Really.
Anyway, for the past few days I've been laughting more than I've did in the last month, I tell you. I don't want to brag, but I do feel pretty happy. Even if I have something to ruin it. But there are friends who always fix it. Just say the word to them, that something happened and they will run to me so they would put smile on my face. Or at least it's what I think. I love my friends so much! And I'd do basically everything to keep them around me. Not in a creepy way, of course. God, I'm such a twisted minded person. The point is, I do really really love them ;3
gif from "controversialdb", DB is like the best and the friendship in this anime is just perfect. Thanks for sharing ;3
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