I don't believe in love from the first sight, so he walked past me two times

That's it. I don't know how long does it take to fall in love, but I'm pretty sure I am. I cant tell you how much I enjoy spending time with him, how I wake up with a thought of him and I go to sleep with a thought of him. Knowing I'm going to see him after work got me through my day. I don't know what else I can tell you. He's just... perfect.

I have no idea how I'm gonna survive next three weeks while he's on holiday back in his country.Work is going to be shit, because he would always make it bearable, my 'social' life is going to go around my messenger waiting for him to message me or get a reply. I mean, I do spend my time on my phone anyway, but now its going to be the only way to get in some contact with him. It actually makes me so sad, I love being in his arms, I love his hugs, I love his touches, it's so perfect.

I'm still afraid I'm going to fuck it up, and I guess I'll always have that fear, but I guess its part of every relationship, right? Ok, this word is really strange when I'm talking about myself. Me? In a relationship? Who has heard more ridiculous sentence ever? But it comes so naturally with him. I just feel like it has to be like that. I dont feel rushed to do anything, I can be myself all the time and it's just.... (don't say perfect, I hear you saying already) awesome? It just doesnt describe it as well. God, if you could see how happy I am right now <3

anyway, sorry for the short post, I'm quite tired after today's day shift, it was horrible :( love you guys x

gif from 'freedom4south' ;)