And they're Game of Thrones themed. I'm so happy, that's like my favourite mug now. I also got a lot of cute little earrings, can't decide which ones I want to go with first.
I've started packing presents for my family as well. It's little presents, you know, nothing fancy, because I really dont have even a clue of what to give them. Like, I called my brother the other day and he was like "I want you to come back for Christmas" and I swear to God I teared up. He's 8 and he didn't ask me for anything materialistic, he asked me to come home. How much that little angel misses me?
But anyway, I'm supposed to go to the guys tomorrow. Now, usually I would be excited and cheerful to see those bastards, but as in now, I think about it and all I can feel is that it was also me who asked if I can come over. They obviously don't really care if I come over or not. Maybe I should just keep their presents to myself. Or maybe they're busy (PFFF LMAO). Last time I've texted them, I heard they were high as fuck. I guess I can't remember the last time they weren't high, so.... yeah. Fun times.
I really miss them, but the more I think about it, the less I'm excited. Like, I'm starting to forget why I wanna hang out with them in the first place. I mean, yes, I don't have many friends to hang out with, but for the last I don't know how much time, I've been alright with a minimum conversation with random people. Like, few chats with housemates, few chats at uni, few chats with my co-workers and that's about it. Oh, I'm talking with one of my besties alot lately. Like, we chat almost all day, even though both of us should be studying. I honestly love that girl so much, she was my idol for probably last 7 years or so. Maybe more. I always saw her as the coolest kid in our little rpg group and whenever she'd pay attention to me I'd be so excited I wouldn't care about anything else. Honestly, I never went to bed before her just so I wouldn't miss any time with her (I mean, virtually, we were friends on the internet). She might laugh from this if she reads this and realises it's about her, but ei, not that I have anything to hide, amirite?
I should make myself more coffee. I'm so tired all the time, guys. I'm not even sure if I ever sleep properly. Like, for the past two days I would wake up freezing because we have problems with our boiler. It turns off every few hours and it is so annoying, because automatically our heating is off and hot water is off and ugh YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LIKE WARMTH. So yeah. Not a good sleep. I tried going for a nap today, before fucking my sleeping pattern again with my night shift, but I was woken up by inspection of our house and couldn't sleep anymore. I made myself seafood stick salads (I think I've salted them too much), but I bet it will be nice with the chicken that I plan to eat before work.
Anyway, I think I should go now. Gotta wash my hair and everything, it's going to be awesome at the club tonight!
See you later pumpkins xx
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