Well, at least I think that's what it was. I was so freaking tired by the end of my shift I went to sleep with my make up still on. I thought that was because it was fairly busy, but hey, I got used to it by now, it doesn't affect me this much.
So I rethought what I did before work and it acquired to me I took some pills to calm myself down. They're homeophatic, don't worry, but still, they make me so chill and I don't think about anything negative while they affect me. But then again, even if they are homeophatic, you still shouldn't mix them with alcohol and I totally forgot that I took them while being at work. Someone brought me a drink and I obviously gladly took it. So yeah, it couldn't be the drink that affected me, because it was barely alcoholic, but I felt a bit dizzy and all I wanted to do is go home and sleep. I didn't obviously, because I need money.
Anyway, I'm pretty sure my throat is getting worse. It's been hurting for almost a month now, but I ignored it as a silly symptom, but now I don't like how it feels at all. It's like there is a fester or something in my throat, so I'm gonna call surgery on Monday morning to get my appointment. I hope I won't need to wait a month or so, lol.
Ah, also, yesterday I've started thinking about quitting uni. Like, honestly, I thought about taking gap year (or however it's called) or quitting at all, because honestly, everything stresses me out for the past few months. I haven't been relaxed for a long time and whenever I try, something always comes up and messes up with my plans. I can't wait for Sunday, I'm meeting up with my boys! I honestly can't remember the last time I hung out with them properly. But that's mainly my fault, I tried avoiding few of them anyway. Long story, too lazy to go into that.
I just had a bath. It always calms me down, it's like letting all of my demons in the mist while I'm soaking in hot water. The only problem with it is that I eventually have to leave it. But anyhow, let's not talk about me being naked in the water, apparently that's very inappropriate.
Actually, let's finish here, I'm really lazy to press buttons on my keyboard. Gotta save myself for work, you know x
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