I have the worst flu ever. Like, terrible, horrible flu. I know it started like a week ago, but I swear to God I thought it was better yesterday (that's why I didn't take any medicine). And today I woke up with a headache, back pain, cough, runny nose and a feeling that if I move I'm going to break. It is not fun at all. Plus, I've been working yesterday, so that might have been an addition to all of this.
Right.
I actually want to talk about my work.
You know I love being a bartender. Like, I love the people I work with, I love the atmosphere in the club, I love the music, I love everything. But. Ha, obviously there is a 'but' or I wouldn't be talking about this. Recently my performance dropped and I did notice it. I used to wake up with the smile on my face that I'm going to be working that night. I'm not frowning when I go there, no, I still like going to work, but that fire that I had is gone somewhere. And obviously we have a bunch of new people whom I haven't met properly because I haven't worked with them yet. And then apparently I've been doing a massive mistake on the tills and my bosses were not happy about that. To be fair, it seems to me that they are not happy with me at all. They look at me as if I'm always doing something wrong or that I'm about to be told to 'get out'. I would cry if that happened. Like, seriously, I wouldn't know what to do.
Anyway, I really hope my bosses understand me. I've started uni again, I have issues with my housemates, I miss my family and everything is just going downhill for me. I really try, ok? I really want to be able to work where I'm working and I want it to work with my studies. I just need to figure out how.
Love you, talk to you later xx
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