My guys came over today. Not for a long time, just for some tea, but still. It was nice of them (tho they just needed to take something that I've been keeping for them).
Anyway, we were talking and I got an idea of what I want to write here about.
Friendship.
One of my guys slept with a girl who had a boyfriend. And we talked about it and one of them looked at me saying something about me judging our friend of doing it.
You know what? I so freaking didn't judge him. I was actually thinking 'good for him, he got laid' and in my eyes, it was her fault that she couldn't control herself around our friend.
That's me as a friend. I will always, and I repeat, always root for my friends. They could freaking kill someone and I would still be on their side. I'm that kind of friend who will think that you're always doing great. I will always find an excuse for you if you ever need one. I would do anything for my friends just to show I'm on their side.
So when we were talking about this, I was sitting there, obviously their girl friend who's supposed to be feminine and act like I care for that girl more than my friend, but I just couldn't bring myself to judge him. Obviously, I heard just his side of the story, but then again, I've met that girl before, I believe she'd act that way.
So, yeah, I don't know if that's good or bad, but I'm that kind of friend. And I don't think I would ever change because people whom I care about are always my priority.
what else... oh, yeah, I got fresher's flu. Or just a flu. That's probably because two Saturdays in a row I've been in cold wet shoes for at least an hour (yesterday it was all shift at the club). And because I didn't wear a warm scarf. My bad, I know. I have one day to get better because obviously I finally have classes tomorrow. I'm actually excited and scared at the same time. It's my second year and I'm starting it while being sick.
On top of being sick, I'm tired. Like, I'm so tired I'm sleeping through most of the day. And that means I eat only junk or quick food which means I don't get the vitamins I need. I do take food supplements or whatever it's called but they don't exactly help too much. I really need to start eating healthier again. Just so I wouldn't be sleepy 24/7. It makes it too hard to go through my shifts in the club, I'm literally dead at the end of the evening. Thank God we have our bouncer that drives us home.
anyway, I'm feeling too lazy and ill to write anything further, I'll talk to you later xx
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