OH, OK, WAIT, SORRY FOR SHOUTING.
I'm still shouting. Sorry. But I do have a very good excuse for not updating my blog.
Guys, I was literally dying. Like, maybe not literally literally, but I could barely get up from bed. Not to mention I haven't eaten in 5 days now. Well, I do eat now, yesterday I had like 10 macaroons, today I had half of a small pizza and even drank coffee. I'm so proud of myself. You'll see, I'll gain my lost pounds in a matter of seconds (please don't come back to me, unless you're coming in money). Anyway, I was so sick I literally did nothing but sleep and drink medicine. It was like the worst feeling in the world and no one actually believed that I am that sick. Like, only my aunt that got my calls every few hours to make sure that I'm drinking my meds right and to keep her updated that I'm not dead yet. Yes, I am that dramatic. Anyway, it was the worst 5 days in my life. I have no idea how I got that virus or what it was but it was awful and I wouldn't wish it for the worst enemy (so not Lithuanian style, am I?).
But I do feel better now, thank you for caring (even if you don't). Now that I'm better, I'll be sure to get back to my regular posting and complaining. Because apparently that's all I'm doing, right? Why else would I have a blog. Ha, good one.
To be honest with you guys, even if I'm in a deep shit right now, I can't say I'm not happy. I actually dreamt about my Parents for the past 3 days and it was so nice. We were all hanging out and laughing and playing and.... it was perfect. It was so good to have a feeling of what it's like to have a whole family together. Mum and Dad looked so happy together and I got a chance to be part of their happiness at least in my dreams. You have no idea how happy I am. Really, there is nothing better than having my biggest question answered. What it would be like right now, if They were with me today? Well, I got my answer. It would be hella awesome. I know I shouldn't expect more of these dreams but I do. It felt so good and so real to be with Them like that. I actually woke up and though that I'd rather not wake up at all. But I'm not talking about this, ok? I'm happy for what I got and I still have to live my life so They'd be proud of me.
Anyway, since all of these days I did absolutely nothing else apart sleeping, I can't really tell you anything. So, I'll end here and post up about anything else that will happen, ok?
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