Today looks like a good day. Seriously! Even though I was woken up by my friends and had like 20 minutes to get ready and my coffee mug broke. It was a good day. I walked around Leicester for a long time with one of my #squad friends. We were supposed to look for a house but there was a little misunderstanding and we ended up just staying outside looking like a drug dealers or smth. Anyway, it was a good day. And I talked with my Grandma for about an hour, which is nice. I love her so much! She said she's feeling better after all the chemotherapy she's been through and I'm really hoping everything will be awesome. It can't be any other way, right?
Anyway, today happened something that got me thinking. I was walking down the street when one person asked for a minute of my attention. I'm polite person, so of course I said ok. He asked me a question. I mean, it was a simple question. "If a God could do you a miracle right now, just for you personally, what would you ask?". Everyone knows what my answer was, right? I told him I'd love for my Parents to be brought back to life. Oh, I saw how confused that person became, but he said if it would be alright if he prayed for me and them. I said it's alright and then he smiled and asked if I have any other miracles I'd like to happen. Then it was my turn to be confused. I couldn't think about anything else. I'm so happy right now. My Grandma is getting better, my family is alright, I have friends, I have work, I'm healthy, I'm studying... everything is perfect. Except for that one thing I mentioned. I said to that guy that there is nothing else I'd like to happen and he was really surprised. I think I could've told him I'd like to find million pounds on my doorstep just for me, but I didn't even think about it then. Well, either way, I told him to have a great day, he smiled and I went home. But his words really got into my head. Miracle. Do I really need one? I mean look at me at this very moment. I'm happy as I am. I wouldn't be this person if not all the tragedies that happened in my life. I wouldn't be here, probably. Anyway, it got to me. I still think about this even if it was about two hours ago. I don't even understand why I keep thinking about this. I just do. It makes me really to think about how lucky I am to be here. I love my life, honestly.
Either way, I realised that crying doesn't mean I'm not happy. I could cry right now and still know I'm happy. I am happy. Thank you, world, for giving me this opportunity!
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