It feels like I haven't talked with you in ages (that's probably what happened, sorry). I didn't even tell you what I did last Monday, did I? And it's been more than a week, so that's not so cool, is it?
So, yeah, I got my tongue pierced. HOW COOL IS THAT HUH?! I've wanted to do that since like 15 years-old, but I was never brave enough. And it was such an impulsive thing to do, I'm really surprised I actually did it. I have a lisp because of that (swollen tongue haha). And I was so happy to share it with everyone, because obviously I love it, but you know what happened? Boys said it was disgusting. I mean, you can imagine how I felt about it. It felt like someone hit me with a sack full of bricks. Not nice. But since I don't really hang out with them anymore (if you wonder why, ask them). No, wait, let me tell you why from my perspective. I was the only one who'd make an effort to see them. Last two times they asked me to come over was because I had to get them some stuff. And then stopped talking to me. Like, no texts, no snapchats, nothing. Literally nothing. I was quiet for a while as well, but you know me, I can't stay mad forever. I'm really bad at being mad. I asked how are they and I just got few rude answers. It made me feel like I'm some kind of nasty trash that they hung out before because they've pitied me. Well, fine, who needs friends anyway, right?
I've been hanging out with the girls more. It's way easier when all of us live in the same place, you know? You don't need to make any effort to meet up. I love every one of our hanging out sessions. But then again, we had a talk a few days ago about next year and I was told that they wouldn't like to live with me next year. I'm not saying it didn't hurt, ok, it did. But let's be honest here, I was thinking about living alone next year, so I shouldn't be mad. I'm not, it's just.... You know when someone says something like that, I always intend to make comments about it from time to time. I joke about it, but I feel like I look like I'm trying to 'hide the pain'. That's not the case, ok? I love them, but I would really appreciate living by myself. Less problems. Although I'm pretty sure I'd be so lonely I'd quit everything and just go back home.
Anyway, I dyed my hair yesterday as well. I'm kind of blondish/gingerish at the moment. Since I haven't posted it anywhere, I'm sure my auntie will be shocked when she sees me today. Yeah, I'm going to my aunties because it was her birthday on Sunday and I didn't go then. Got her a little present and I'm pretty proud of my wrapping skills for it (it's terrible, but I did it). Gonna be back on Wednesday evening since I have work, but at least I'll have a day with her. Although I'm pretty sure she'll be working.
That reminds me, that I'm working four days this week, isn't that awesome? Money money money and a lovely job. Who doesn't want that? I love my job, really.
Ah, by the way, I went a week without coffee. It was pretty easy, I didn't expect that. And I'm not drinking any fizzy drinks anymore, because I feel that it hurts my stomach pretty bad. But yeah, after that week, I got back to the coffee, but just because I like the taste of it, ok? I don't need caffeine.
Anyway, gotta go get ready for uni and my travel. Talk to you later, guys xx
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