I didn't write it here yesterday, but I got a call for a job yesterday :) I'm starting on Friday and I'm so happy about it! Maybe I won't be needing to be in a deep dept to my auntie. Maybe just a little bit. Anyway, let's not talk about money problems, that always gets me into a bad mood. Let's talk about the fact that I actually managed to nail another job in such a short time. I love it so much ^-^ though now I have a problem of a need to have a place to stay until September or pay more to live in our new house (which would be pretty awesome). I need to really think about it and talk with my mates about it.
I planned to spend my day doing my nails and toes, but instead, I'm hanging out with my laptop because I was asked by a really cute boy to meet up this evening. Like, Tinder, seriously. I am not 100% sure if it's a date or just like 'hang out' thing, so I'm not saying anything yet. He looks cute, so I thought - why not, right? What can go wrong? *totally over thinking every stupid possibility* Right, we're going to be in a public place, there is nothing to be afraid of ;3
Ok, so I'm absolutely inlove with Iwan Rheon song 'Bang Bang' - it was on repeat all evening yesterday and on repeat today. It makes me feel so good and so relaxed, I can't believe I haven't listened of it before. I don't really like other of his songs, because we all know how I avoid listening to sad songs, but this one is just magical. Maybe because I have a celebrity crush on Rheon. So now it's him AND James McAvoy. Nice. Who's next?
I realised yesterday that I miss my family very very much. My cousin called me yesterday just to literally chat about anything stupid. I miss her so much it really hurts. And then I heard my aunties voice as well, so then I've realised I haven't talked with her in a while as well. Like, seriously, we've grown so far from each other. I mean, there is nothing much to talk about from my side, since all I was doing for the last week is just staring at my laptop screen, but still. Obviously, their phone and wi-fi is shit, so we often get disconnected, but my cousin was using our wi-fi and it was absolutely fine. Maybe it's just their phone. Oh well, not that we try to talk every day.
As for missing someone, I really miss all of my friends. The ones in Lithuania, the ones that are not in Leicester... I mean, I do talk with them from time to time, but it's not the same as it was - hanging around every day, or at least few times a week. I was looking at the pictures on my wall and it brought a smile on my face just by thinking about the good times we had. Is it bad that I want more friends so I could be able to go and hang out with them whenever I want to? Like, uni friends are all gone home, so bye them, my lithuanian friends moved out (I'm not sure about one of them, tho, he snapchated me yesterday and I was surprised because I am pretty sure he hates me), so... yeah, kind of alone. There are my ex-colleagues, but then again, they are working all day, I know how tiring the job is, so I can't bother them either. I mean, I'm kind of ok at the moment to be alone, it's not that I don't have anyone to talk to. I have my flatmate whom I went to the club with. We talk from time to time, so it's not like I'm silent all day.
Anyway, I'm really struggling to find something positive to write about, so here it goes - I changed my sheets and I slept like a baby tonight. I'm not sure how's it going to be tonight, since they're not fresh fresh anymore, but well, you know how it is. I also hand-washed Brad's t-shirt, so my cuddling pillow is fresh as well. I mean, you know me guys, I love being happy about small things, so this makes me really really happy. Just as my shaved legs! They are still pretty smooth, so I can't stop staring at them. I know, it's strange, but I'm so proud of myself ;3
but yeah, enough for today, love you all x
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