Woah, I haven't said hi to you in a long time, have I? Good morning. Now I feel bad. Well, not really. More like sleepy. I didn't get much sleep last night, though I didn't do anything. Like, I was tired after work, because I got back around seven, had a talk with an awesome girl from another office and then ate a bit and then made myself some dinner and got in a shower where I stood for two songs doing nothing, because I was too lazy to get out. So yeah, I got back to my room with a cup of tea, but then it was too hot so I turned this addictive game on and that's my story how I ended up going to sleep around midnight. Yeah, fun times, fun times.
I think tonight is crew night, so I'm pretty sure I won't be home early again. Or maybe? I'm not sure, actually. I mean, it's not compulsory to go to the crew nights, but I do enjoy spending time with my colleagues. They are pretty fun and yesterday I played ping-pong. It was sooooo fun ^-^
Oh, oh OH! I'm finally getting a grip of who else from my circle is reading my blog! It's soooo exciting! I wanna now from time to time, you know. Or I'll talk trash about people I don't want to get insulted. Or whatever. But to be honest, it's actually cool that I talked about my girls here, bcs that way one of them told me how she felt about something and we talked it out. So, yeah, I'm ok again. For now, at least. I never realised how much I'm actually caring about my family and friends. I'd always laugh at someone who has that kind of values and look at me now, wanting just to keep everyone close to myself.
Ok, so it's the third day when a spot on my jaw line hurts. I can't decide whether it is a spot or something else. It really, like, really hurts, but I can't really see anything when I look at the mirror. But I'm gonna try and not to worry about that for now. Unless you guys have an idea why it could start to hurt out of nowhere. Then please, tell me.
Either wayyyyy, I got promoted. I said speech and everything and they said they liked it so much ^-^ I mean, they're always praising each other, so no wonder, but it still feels good as hell. And then I had a lot of fun on the stand. Literally all day I danced in the rain, without music, while people were walking by and staring. Yeah, I didn't get anything apart guys giving me 'compliments'. God, I thought they were going to grab me and start stripping. I bet they did that in their heads, at least. That's why it wasn't pleasant to stop some people. Aaaah, that problem of being hot. No, I'm joking, I'm not that confident. Faking it until I'm making it, right?
I started wearing quite a lot of makeup. I don't say I don't like it, but I woke up today, looked at the mirror and were like 'da f is wrong with your face'. I got used to my face having make up all the time and now it's so strange to be without it. Maybe that's why I don't even like to go to the guys without make up anymore. I know it's stupid, because I doubt they care how I look like, but still. Though the day before yesterday I was with just mascara on, because I went to town before and literally couldn't care less of what I was wearing. That's what I love about chilling at home - no one cares how the hell do I look like.
Anywhooo, I'm gonna go now, I have a job I need to prepare to ;o
had a nice chat, thank you x
love you xx
p.s. people who commented on my 'House' post - thank you so very very much ;)
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