The day I'm going to doctors.
For my check-up.
I'm so freaking scared I can barely breath.
But hey, at least I'll know for sure, yeah? Because I was searching for it yesterday and it didn't seem as big as it was, so maybe it's nothing serious? Even if it is, c'mon, I can deal with everything that comes my way, yeah? I'm not a weak ass kid anymore. I am too strong for this shit.
Though I'm really not happy about something my aunt did. I told both of my aunts about that and I asked them to not tell anyone, because I didn't want my Grandma to know. Because, you know, she's still struggling to cooperate with her own problem. And she told her. I asked why'd she do that when she's the one who sees how Grandma is struggling and she just replied that she doesn't have secrets from her. Well, that's not something you should just tell to everyone. I told her because I trusted her and now look what happened. Did I tell you that the first question from my Grandma was 'so, how's your lump (or however it's called)? Can you imagine how I've felt? I obviously told her that everything is alright and there is nothing to worry about, because I'd never let her worry about anything before it happens.
But yeah, I'm gonna have a check up today and I'll tell you guys as soon as I can, ok? Don't worry about me, I'm fine. Always ^-^
Have a nice day, I'm gonna go get ready to work ;3
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