So, ok, let's start with... ok, with my friend that came over on Friday. She's such a cutiee! Tbh, what I noticed is that she's quite tall. Obviously, that's what I'm supposed to expect from a model, but still, I felt so little standing next to her! (I'm used to being small, I hang out with guys that are way taller than me, but they are guys!) anyway, honestly, I thought it was a bit awkward at first. I mean, I had that with my previous internet friends, so I tried my best to talk up and make her feel welcome. I don't know how that worked out, but at least I found something to talk, right? Oh, I was so nervous! Probably because I didn't knew how to act. Like, are we just friends or are we supposed to try something? Like, Idk. How does it go? She was so brave and stuff and I couldn't actually believe that she never had a boyfriend/girlfriend before. I guess that's what modelling does, right? It gives you courage and stuff. Anyway, we went clubbing. I knew she didn't really want to go but honestly, I needed to get out of my house pretty badly. Like, I haven't been out there for weeks now and it kills me every time I hear someone going out. Like, I know I'm not supposed to spend any money, but then again, I can't really sit at home all the time, can I? I don't know. Anyway, I think it was pretty fun. Though I lost all of my other friends that we went with. Long story short, we went home around 2 am. And then two friends came over again, so we hung out until like 4 or smth. Then we had a discussion how are we supposed to sleep. Obviously, bed was a bad option, since I'm quite big, so eventually we built a fort and slept there. And then I found out I snore. Like, ok, that's embarrassing. We spent all day in our half-fort doing basically nothing. We were supposed to go to town but it was raining and we wouldn't have enjoyed the walk. Anyway, saying goodbye was pretty hard. Like, I know myself, I like quick goodbyes so I could be sad about it without anyone actually knowing it. So, yeah. Though she texted me that she cried, so fair enough, right?
Anyway, moving on. I'm not quite sure about this one, but I'm pretty convinced that I had a first I'm-not-drunk kiss last week. I'm not going into any details specifically, but it was the worst kiss of my life and I drank all of my vodka that I had left to actually take the taste out of my mouth. But that's probably because he was high, because I love kissing, you know. Or maybe because I don't practically like the guy. Anyway, it was disgusting and I'd never do that again.
Another thing. Actually this is quite old news but as my family is the best one, I heard about it just today. Thank you for that, my lovely ones. So, the point is, remember when I said that my Grandma is sick? Well, to be honest with you, she was battling with cancer. And after 6 chemotherapy sessions the results came pretty great and now she'll need to check up after three months. I'm so glad! You have no idea how happy I am. Like, seriously, I read that message from my aunt and I couldn't stop smiling. I even teared up from happiness and if you know me, that's a rare thing. I'm so happy she's alright! I really really want to call her tomorrow and congratulate her :3 though I might not have a credit for it. Well, I'll ask my family to get her to the computer do to that. AAah, I'm so happy, I can't even! I knew it's gonna be good news. It can't be otherwise.
What else I wanted to talk about? Oh, right. My ex-best friend messaged me. She wants to read my blog so she could improve on her English language. I'm so proud of her, you know. She tries so hard to do her best. I always admired that in her. I mean, who wouldn't. I never put any effort in anything and she was always there, showing me what I could achieve if I tried harder. Obviously, I never did, because I am a lazy-ass. But yeah, I'm pretty proud of her. It's nice to see how we still can talk without being awkward ;3
Oh, and I ordered some pictures from "FreePrints'' app. I hope they will turn out in a good quality. I want them hanging on my wardrobe so I could see my family anytime I look around. God, I miss them again. I actually am pretty scared of all of my 'adult' thing. While I had job I was fine living on my own, I knew I'm covered and stuff, but now with each passing day I feel more and more nauseous of what the fuck should I do. But I'm not talking about it today, because my post is about happy things! I am so happy that my Grandma is alright! My aunt said she eats a lot and that is a really good thing! Oh, every time I think about it I tear up. I'm so happy!
Either way, I love you guys, ttyl, because I need to do my homework ;3
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