Today is my name day! Oh good old days... I've always got something on this day. Mum always bought me bracelet or earrings or necklace for this occasion. I'd bake a cake or a pie and we would celebrate it in the evening. Oh, I miss those times. I miss Her. My name day always reminds me of our close relationship. But hey, no crying or being sad on this beautiful day! I love the rain that's pouring today as if the Heaven is crying. Maybe I should go for a walk. I'll probably won't until it's time for my work, but still. I love that kind of weather and if I had my own house with the terrace I'd sit outside all day. Wrapped in my cute blue blanket, with the cup of tea or coffee or hot chocolate, reading a book or updating my blog. God, I love this weather. I can't wait until I'll have my own house. I always envied my friends who lived in house and not a flat as me. Of course that meant a lot of work outside, but being able to sleep in a tent or having a hammock... that's the dream. And you can have garden parties too! Oh, I'd love to have a house.
Anyways, I should probably clean my room for good. I can't believe I haven't seen any rats or spiders yet. I hope there is no such thing or I'll run away screaming. Despite that, I need to decorate a little, cuz it's really... what's the word... numb? here. I'd like to hang some posters or lights around. You know, to make it feel more like home and not just a place I spend my nights in. I should print off photos of my family. I could hang them on my wardrobe doors, so I could see them all the time. Ugh, I miss them so much. I'd really like to go home for Christmas, but hey, I'm responsible for my own money management, so with my calculations, I should totally save it up. I spend way too much and I barely have enough for my rent, so... yeah. Lucky me having my work.
Happy thoughts!
And I'm stuck. I can't think of anything really happy at this moment. Well, I'll go to say hi to my shower in a bit, so that is cool. I love hot shower. Especially when I have sore throat. Damn it I should close my windows when going to sleep. But then I need to do my laundry because I have a feeling my clothes are not in a good shape while being in a laundry bin for more than a week. Yack, it's a good thing no one apart me goes to my room. I should totally clean my stuff. Definitely tiding up when I get that cable that I need. The only problem is I'm too lazy to go to the centre alone and I'm not sure my #squad wants to go with me since... yeah, so far anytime I offer them anything, all of them decline. Oh well, I just need a good music, my earphones and a good mood to go alone. It's not that it's far. I'd be back in like an hour or so, but I can't make myself. Maybe next day. On Monday, since I have a day off then. Except for that lecture at nine am in the morning. Thanks, Uni, for taking away my only day off from everything.
So, yeah, I said nothing really useful, sorry about it. I hope I'll write more when I get back from work (probably not). Have a good day, sweeties x
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