Sunday, 1 November 2015

Awkward.

You guys probably gave up expecting my blog updated everyday....
But Hi anyways!

I'm kind of lost between the days. Not that I can't say today is Sunday and I have to work in an hour, but I can't really remember what happened when. I did tell you about my #squad wednesday, right? Because that was awesome. I have no idea what I did on Thursday, so there is that. I think I updated blog that day? Oh, yeah, and I went to work. Then the second day me and girls from the #squad went for a little shopping. Wait, was it all of us or just two of us? Oh my God, Brain, work. Anyways, I think I got two sweaters. Really cute ones, even though I didn't have a chance to wear them. Totally doing that to the lectures. It looks so comfortable! So, yeah. I'm not really sure if it was on Thursday or Friday, but I had a really fcked up experience at work. I was eating soup at the waitresses area and some drug addict or just a drunk guy came to me and started leaning on me. I have no words to describe how scared I was. Thank God one guy from my work saw that and pushed him away. I was mortified, I couldn't even move! And he keeps coming back, I don't know what to do.... Everytime I see him it's like a nightmare. One time the clients even turned around to see why did I ran back to the kichen murmuring I won't be in the area while he is there. Knowing I was the only waitress working, it might have looked strange. At least there was just one table with the guys, who, in my opinion, would have helped, if anything. Anyways, scary. I need another work. What else....
Oh yeah! Yesterday was Halloween! Even though we don't normaly celebrate that in Lithuania, we sure do it here! I went as a bloody Mary and guys, I looked awesome. I mean, you should scroll on my facebook wall, I was so proud of my costume. And the evening was really good. I met a lot of nice people. Do you have rude people in uk? Oh, yeah, a few. But we can deal with them. All of you guys are so nice it makes me feel bad I'm such a rude person. Anyways, no hard feelings from someone, whom I'm going to talk about next, because he is really nice and cute and adorable, but... well, yeah. Here it goes. So I met this really fun guy at my friends party and I really really liked him. Well, basically, we spend all the evening together. To be honest, one of our friends married us, so, Congratulate me, I'm married :D or as he said "tied the knot". Lol, he even tied his tie around my neck to show how serious he was. So yeah, we kind of headed back to my place and drank tea and talked a lot and then, I have no idea why the fuck I said that, I asked him if he wants to stay over. Guys, you know I'm a really naive person so I didn't really realised how did it sound. So yeah, we went to my room. All I can tell that he is one hell of a kisser. And that is way too much info. But hey, I'm still a virgin and I'm so proud of myself. We did made out a lot, but then as an excuse I said I have a work and we should sleep. I think it was until five in the morning where I was just laying there in the dark, knowing he is not asleep. Thats why I grabbed my phone, went to the bathroom and did that sos thing every girl does in this situation. I texted my friend and she told me what to do. It was really awkward, because I'm kind of go-with-the-flow girl, but I went back to my room and told him that I'm really sorry and he should go. I did say I'd love to see him again, but I think we both know it's really awkward between us. Even if he is my husband ;/
So, yeah, that's kind of really personal, but I told you on my first post that it will get like that. It's a journal and everyone needs to have their secrets in their journal. And since I'm kind of an open  book, I let everyone to read it. Cheers to that!

Gif from "fiercegifs" :) anyway, that is totally how I feel right now and Arielles hair reminded me of how I had to take all the hairspray away from mine. I have hella strong hairspray, guys, if you need it, just tell me ;33





Have a good day as I'm going to work x

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