Apparently, mixing vodka, beer and energy drink is quite a bad idea. My head poundered all day. Well, I'm talking about yesterday. And I had workshops. Two of them. I can't really remember what was disscused there, tbh, because I slept with my eyes open. Anyways, that was an easy part. My lovely work waited for me at 6 p.m. Well, at least I got to sleept before it, so I didn't felt completly disoriented. Although my little nap through the day meant that I couldn't really go to sleep early, so guess who went to bed at 2 am. And then woke up at 7.
But if we're talking absolutely honest here (of course we are, it's my journal.), I'm kind of liking all this. Not that I would be masochist or something. I love the idea of not being able to sleep for a good thing. Well, yeah, I was thinking about that and that, but it was actually pretty good thoughts. Even if that sounds so not like me. Yeah, I guess I'll need to go for a nap after my 9 am workshop, cuz I'm pretty sure even I can't understand what exactly am I writing. Oh well.
Anyways, I finally got the chance to make myself a cup of coffee with condensed milk. I love coffee with condensed milk! And I ate probably 5 or 6 teaspoons of that stuff itself. I feel really sweet stuff on my tongue now. Pretty cool. I like word "pretty" today, don't I? Anyways, I could really use something to eat with my coffee, because now I'm waiting for my porridge to make themselves eatable. Ok, yeah, sounds creepy, cuz they're not alive, but English language has too many words for one action - cooking. Anyways, it doesn't really go together with coffee, so I'll need to eat everything seperately. I love cookies (or biscuits) with my hot drinks. Who drinks tea or coffee alone anyways. So, yeah, I'm looking forward to a moment when my cup will be cold enought to drink from it. I'll feel to in Lithuania! I always drank my coffee with condensed milk back there. Ohhhh, and you know what? I don't freaking want to go back.
You know why? Because I'm kind of mad at my family. Not mad mad, so I wouldn't talk with them, but apparently there are no good news and one of my many aunts told me what's up there. Can you imagine how shocked I was to know, that one of my lovely aunts is getting back with her ex, who hurt her more times than I know numbers? Can you imagine my horror after hearing, that my Dear Grandma isn't doing so well with her chemoterapy? Well, at least I know what the fuck is going on. If it's everything, cuz she sounded really strange. I guess it's because something is wrong with her too. Oh my God people, why you can't just be well already. No, sorry, I'm not mad, I'm devastated, that I can't do a fucking thing for them. Although I don't regret leaving. I love it here and all of them should come and live with me. I guess they will, sooner or later.
have a good day, guys, I'm going to eat ;)
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