As always, I am apologising for not posting anything for the last few days. I know it's not good at all, but hey. It meant I didn't have time, ok? I was really busy watching tv-series. And you know it's a good excuse.
Like, really. Past few days were nothing but work, sleep and tv-series. I finished Jessica Jones and started watching Vikings. Absolutely love both of them. Like, so much, I need to write a fanfic for one of them. I even have something in my mind, but I'm not sure yet. Well, either way, if I decide to write it, you guys will get to read it ;3
Oh, yeah, um, so, new thingie. After someone commented on my post with sleeping advice, I tried it out, but you know what really helped? Taking my pyjama off. Like, has anyone tried sleeping with the window open and without clothes? Like, the freaking best thing ever. Why didn't I thought of doing it sooner... Obviously, I was not naked, because I have a thing where I can't sleep without undies, but still. Well, try to sleep naked. It's fucking best, yes? Yes. Yaas. Try it. I'm not gonna waste any more of my pyjama clothes because I'm not gonna wear it anymore >:DD
Ok, that's really intimate, sorry. I went clubbing yesterday! I have no idea why, but my head is exploding today. Like, seriously, I didn't thought through all the vodka and different mixes effect on me. Apparently, you should not mix anything, or it will be really really bad the day after. But despite that, I had such a great time! Obviously, I had to go to the bathroom after realising it's 2016, because whenever I'm too happy, I cry. Thank God for waterproof mascara, though. So yeah, after that, I went back dancing as if nothing happened. Because nothing happened, right? Either way, half an hour later we went to Mcdonalds (because it's a tradition now), ate and then I went home. Oh myy, guys, you should see my room right now. Though I wouldn't dare to invite anyone atm. Like, my blankets are all over the floor, my dress is on the chair, shoes are in two different places and everything else is... well, it's just not in their place. I should really tidy my room. The problem, obviously, is, that I'm too drunk for that. And I'll need my energy for shower and work. Yaas, I have work today and just the thought of it makes me want to cry. 7 hours in the restaurant sounds like a torture from hell. Well, maybe I'll get to finish early, if they'll feel generous. And there shouldn't be many people, right? Like, who would go out on the first day of the New Years? Everyone needs to sober up and our place is not really the best place to do that. Seriously. Don't go here today, ok? I know it's bad for business, but... don't. Please. I'm gonna be really mean today, sorry about this.
How was your new years eve/new years so far? I'd really love to know, comment! ;3
Have a great day all of you x
I'm not going to tell you my name, but you're smart and I'm certain you'll figure it out from the things I'm about to say. :)
ReplyDeleteI've been reading your blog since day one. Yeah... I guess New Year is the perfect time to admit it. Sorry for being a secret stalker on your personal life for the past three+ months. Sorry for never mentioning it. I felt like doing that would be the same as creeping through your window while you undress and mentioning the color of your underwear in a conversation the following day (okay, horrible example (now you truly know how dirty my mind is), but I hope you get the idea of how I felt).
But now... I don't want keep it in any longer. Sure, I could, but I know I'd would come up sooner or later and I guess that'd be awkward (as if this is not gonna be awkward when you figure out who wrote this... But now I wrote too much to just delete everything and go on with my boring life).
You're so strong. You went through so much, yet here you stand. Yeah, you have your weak moments, but everyone has those. And considering the things you had to endure, I admire your ability to smile at the end of the day. Hey look, there you are, smiling at me from the blog's background. I wish I had your strength.
And you're so brave. For putting yourself, your heart and soul out there for anybody who has the internet to read. For taking the opportunity to move to another country. For staying true to yourself. For not locking yourself up in fear.
You are an inspiration. Believe me. I admire you, I really do.
Sincerely,
the same anonymous who dares to comment your posts every once in a while.
P.S. Thanks for all the nice things you said about me on this blog. ;)
Oh my, Thank you so much! I've read this while I was at work and you have no idea how happy it made me!
DeleteTruly, I don't even know what to say right now. I'm really really happy if my blog inspires anyone. And I'm even more thankful for the support, I do need that. It's the people that are around me makes me smile when everything falls apart and now I have my readers to make me go on with my daily routines. And this comment was one hell of a kick to not abandon this. I mean, yeah, I know that posting about my really personal (boring) life is kind of a dumb thing, especially when I have no idea who is reading it (though I can see how many times someone visited the page), but you know what? That what makes it even more interesting! Maybe one day someone will make a movie about me (haha. I want to be the lead actress, please). And obviously, my family and friends can see how am I doing without asking straight. I mean, it's not as easy to talk about everything as to write it down. I know few of my friends reads it from time to time and they discuss about it with me. It's fine, I'm not judging for 'stalking'. It's not even stalking, I mean, I public my writings for everyone to read. Trust me, it won't be strange if you mention this at any point (and damn, I have three people in my mind right now who could write this!).
With all the love I have to give,
PieForPresident a.k.a. Judita.
p.s. You are very very welcome, I hope I'll have a lot more good things to say in the future ;)
P.P.S. If you ever feel sad, happy, excited, stressed or whatever, feel free to hit me up. I'll be there for you.
ReplyDeleteP.p.s. I'm still trying to figure out who this is, but sure thing! Though remember, that if anything, I'm here for you as well, ok? As you might have noticed, I can talk about everything, so don't be afraid x
DeleteI'd give you a hint, but I really have no idea what sort of hint I could give without instantly giving it away, so all I can do is wish you good luck! :D
ReplyDeleteUm.... how old are you?:D cuz I have two young adults and one adult in my mind :|
DeleteSame age as you! :P I hope you didn't accidentally rule me out while guessing. :D
DeleteNope. I know you. Defo >:D
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